u know u love me

Jejaka Idaman Hati (",)

2012-02-10T13:28:00.005+08:00

Saya sayang mereka sampai pluto!

Jejaka hati yg version small and medium =)

Yang ni mmg pencair hati la. Pujuk sket confirm cair!

Alololo,rase nak kunyah2 je pipi dy tuuuuuuuuuuu..

Saya x suke lemak menempel,Anda bagaimana?

2012-02-09T21:40:00.008+08:00

Posto posto!

Akhirnya, hari yang ditunggu-tunggu datang jugak. Excited gile bile abah jerit "Adek,barang adek da sampai"..nak taw barang apa x? Barang yang ak sangat2 yakin sbb da ramai yg berubah hidup dorang pas pakai,termasukla ak yang pernah pakai 2 tahun lepas,time tu turun 6kg!

Tadaaaaaaa!

Menangis la wahai lemak-lemak yg menempel kat badan!

Bila bukak terkejut jugak sebab packaging dah lain,tapi tape yang penting produknyer kan? oh, herbalife how i miss you,da setahun lebih x jumpa..miss me much? =)

"Have you had your shake today?"

punyer la yakin ngan sayang sangat ngan herbalife ni,bukan sekadar sekotak order,amek ko 2 kotak skali. yela kan,benda berkesan & elok x baik sorok2,elok share.ni share ramai2 ni..korang bila nak join skali? =)

Kotak ajaib ke-2

Kotak yang kedua ni extra F1,shake cup ngan botol 2L.ye,nak kurus kene minum super-banyak air. ni bukan herbalife cakap je taw,its a science fact, sbb bile kite minum banyak,ia akan meningkatkan metabolism,bila metabolism naik,maka lagi banyak la lemak yang akan dibakar menjadi tenaga,makanya makin sehat& kurus la.

ha,penuh x? heeeeee..

Inilah botol yang akan jadikan hubungan ak ngan toilet semakin rapat =)

Akhirnya,model Herbalife..jeng jeng jeng!

"kakak suke herbalife angat-angat!" heeeeeeeee...

i love you ayam penyet!

2012-01-27T12:10:00.001+08:00

p/s: air liur da meleleh sampai nak banjir da lab ni!

Starving Lab!

2012-01-27T12:07:00.002+08:00

Im blogging while doing my preliminary test right now. and i am so starving. and i decided to give you my tertonggeng picture! (pe ak nak cakap sebenornyer ni????)

rezeki

2012-01-23T10:36:00.000+08:00

alamak! dah ade competitor la pulak..tape2 tu rezeki dy la tu =)

sup ayam untuk jiwa

2012-01-19T12:25:00.002+08:00

im not talking about THE chicken soup, but im basically talking about this book, which i bought last week. Actually, i was looking for 7 habits of effective people, but MPH did not seem to have it or maybe im just late or the book sold out. I dont know, but i do know that this book here "Chicken soup for the soul : Find your happiness" is the book that i'd never regret buying it.

Dont get me wrong, its not like im not happy with my life and stuff, im perfectly happy and grateful for every single thing in my life right now. Though it is not a lot, but it is enough. Nevertheless, from time to time, as a human being, you tend to be greedy, wanting more than you need, and when you dont get it, it makes you depress, down and eventually unhappy.besides, worrying so much about future, things that have not happen yet can makes us forget to actually enjoy these present moment. to cherish every single thing in our life. i used to be that person, for a short while and im not a shame to admit it. i found that it was hard to be happy, the sincerely happy, not the laughing happy.

But after i started to read this book, it changed my perception towards life. i feel more empower over my life, i appreciate the things that happen to me, even the smallest one, and i feel like a more positive person. Alhamdulillah. my darlings, please buy this book and read it =)

tertonggeng

2011-12-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

tips2 ketika berjalan:

-pandang bawah: tengok kot2 ade lubang ke,LONGKANG ke..lagipun boleh la nampak cm ayu sket kan? *wink*

-jangan jalan sambil bwk barang yg banyak: sebab klu bwk brg byk2 xnampak jalan kat bawah.

-sedar berat diri masing2: ha, ni yg paling penting,klu da taw berat tu lebih dari sekilo jgn la ngade2 nak jalan atas papan nipis ye =p

-jalan tanpa ego: jangan bajet hebat! orang da kata bahaya lalu situ nak jugak lalu kan? kan da landing cm nangka busuk kat dalam longkang tu..hehehehehe

p/s: post ni lebih untuk mengingatkan diri sendiri, sbb sape yg baru tertonggeng?? SAYA!

Wedding

2011-12-19T11:04:00.004+08:00

wow, its been a while since i last write an entry. Been busy lately. back to the title, Wedding, NO! im not getting married though i really wish i am, but hey, not every girl is lucky right? some are just plain normal girl like me, who has been wishing for the knight in shining armor to come and take her away. Yes, i believe in fairy tales and i remember when i was little i literally told everyone in my family that i wanted to be a princess. And of course they thought i was kidding, i sure didnt.

well, my point is, though i have a boyfriend now, whom i love so much, but deep down inside im still the little girl who is waiting for her prince. i still feel there's a hole in my heart. i love wedding, i do. i love everything about it the dress, the food the flowers and most importantly the way everyone smiles happily during the wedding. Unfortunately, king doesnt see the way i see it. and most of the people are too. the only thing they see about marriage is MONEY! damn! how can you relate love with money????? so, its kinda heartache when you go to a wedding (which you love sooooo much) but the person you are with didnt think so. its kinda exhausting, to be honest. whats more to love than marriage?

In the end of the day, i stick to what i stand for, All or nothing. if money we are talking about, then you better showered me with it.

p/s: "someday my prince will come"- Snow White and the seven dwarfs.

Bold what applies to you!

2011-08-15T13:27:00.003+08:00

I am a male.
I am a girl.
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses. (or contact lenses)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercing in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’m in school.
I’ve lost a child.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job.
I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve had my pants rip in public
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Mexico.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Europe
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship. ♥
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out of my house.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten mushrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have been anorexic or bulimic.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide.
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I collect comic books.

Bold what applies to you!

2011-08-15T13:27:00.002+08:00

I am a male.
I am a girl.
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses. (or contact lenses)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercing in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’m in school.
I’ve lost a child.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job.
I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve had my pants rip in public
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Mexico.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Europe
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship. ♥
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out of my house.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten mushrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have been anorexic or bulimic.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide.
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I collect comic books.

Bold what applies to you!

2011-08-15T13:27:00.001+08:00

I am a male.
I am a girl.
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses. (or contact lenses)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercing in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’m in school.
I’ve lost a child.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job.
I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve had my pants rip in public
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Mexico.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Europe
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship. ♥
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out of my house.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten mushrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have been anorexic or bulimic.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide.
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I collect comic books.

Bold what applies to you!

2011-08-15T13:27:00.000+08:00

I am a male.
I am a girl.
I am shorter than 5’4.
I think I’m ugly.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses. (or contact lenses)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercing in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’m in school.
I’ve lost a child.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I’ve missed a week or more of school.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I’ve stolen something from my job.
I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve had my pants rip in public
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Mexico.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Europe
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship. ♥
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out of my house.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten mushrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
I shut others out when I’m depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have been anorexic or bulimic.
I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I’ve planned my own suicide.
I’ve attempted suicide.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I collect comic books.

cinta 36 purnama

2011-08-12T09:53:00.009+08:00

July, 2007

Perlis

Nervous, i didnt know what to expect. that was the first time i step into university. With hopes

of becoming an engineer, something that i have been secretly passion about. love? boyfriend?

never occured in my mind. the only thing i wanted to do was having fun with my new friends and of course held a degree in my bare hands.

Tapi Allah lagi mengetahui. Maha mengetahui. walaupun aku dah merancang dengan baik, menyangka rancangan aku yang terbaik tapi Dia tetap temukan aku dengan dia. Tempat pertama jumpa? Bilik komputer Dragon. Selalu orang kata first time jumpa mesti ada sparks la, apa la, tapi aku x rasa apa2 pon. biasa je, cuma yang ak ingat dia rajin senyum, ala2 renyih, and i was really friendly. time tu sebok nak pilih Suksis ke Gamelan? ak mestila nak gamelan, tamola uniform2 ni ngan kawad2 sume tu, time kaseh jela ye. and yes, dia pon pilih gamelan. Honestly, boleh rasa jugak la yang dia nak flirt, tapi time tu my heart was with someone else, MR.WRONG! i was mean to him, really mean! i literally, make every single thing a spark to had a fight with him. i love having fight with him caused i knew he would never go.

he was never my type, he was everything opposite of what i have been searching in a man. he was not a sport guy, he love video game (i considered that as a freak), sikat rambut pon skema and bla bla bla..mmg gedik memilih time tu. but one thing i loved about him was he played a guitar, really well. plus, he's smart! well, time tu, itu jela bonus untuk dia..duhhhh..

the more i hurt him, the more he's close to me and the more i enjoyed hurting him more and more and more! yup, i was mean! and stupid!

21 August, 2007

Pizza hut

Kangar, Perlis

it was my birthday. my bf did not even bother wishing or even ask me out for dinner and i still love him. stupid!

Dia yang ajak keluar makan. makan pizza, rasa hati time tu membara je ngan bf tp da orang nak belanja, ikut je. i remember him eating tobasco. euwwwwwwwwwwwwww... busuk! tp best, enjoy sangat, and on that day he bought a guitar that we named piko.

Early 2008

Perlis

Tugas2 dia

buatkan assignment
Buatkan projek computer programming
oleh kerana dia pandai, so before exam dia yang kene bertungkus lumus study so that dia kene tolong bagi tiru..see, i told you i was mean!
Belikan makanan, orderkan makanan.
Belikan barang2
bagi pinjam hardisk (siap buat harta sendiri)
kalau ada kelas, dia kene datang awal, sbb nak jagakan tempat for me and my friends.
do everything, anything that i asked.
tugas paling utama ialah, sabar je bila ak pangkah2 dy, like all the time!

Mid 2008

Jitra, Kedah

i went out with him to jitra for movie. marathon movies! sebenarnya malas sangat nak pergi time tu tapi sbb kesian kat dia, so i said yes. and disebabkan oleh my kegedikan, i insists of him driving a car,instead of taking a bus. padahal, boleh je ak naik bus, macam xpernah pulak, but i love making him sengsara! dia cari2 kereta, last2 pinjam dari GOne.

tengok cite Hellboy 2, Doomsday dengan Journey to the center of the earth. hebat x, ingat sume tajuk tu. =p lepas tengok movie sume, ktorg pegi secret recipe where i wanted to surprise him with a late birthday cake tapi last2 x jadi sbb dy perasan..cesss!

something strange happened lately. jealousy! ha, ak jeles? pehhhlissss..tapi tula yang terjadi. ak mula rase jeles bile dia bercakap2 or mesra dengan perempuan lain. ak rasa macam dia tu hak ak padahal ak dok torture dia. ntahla, rasa jeles sangat. dan dah mula rasa sunyi bila dia tade.

am i in love???

12 August 2008

Dragon

noon

i still remember when i accepted him. and yes, i love him!

hari ni, genap la 3 tahun kitorg together. byk ups and downs. ada suka ada duka, ada ketawa, nangis, bergaduh, drama! mmg ak la yg selalu buat perangai. tapi 1 benda yang x pernah berubah selama 3 tahun ni, i love him more and more each day!

kamu, dulu sy ada wt list 10 things i love about you kan? sekarang nak buat lagi, tapi kasi update sket =)

so now, 10 things i love, still love about you Raja Ahmad Izzat :

i love when you look at me and call me 'sayang'
i love when you said silly things and make jokes
i love when you sing to me before i sleep
i love wipe my tears away
i love when i have problems, and you'll say 'dont worry, everything will be alright'
i still love eating with you (rasa beselera je)
i love when you hold my hands firmly
i love when you make me blush
i love when look deep into my eyes and smile at me
i love, still love and always love the way you love me.

happy anniversary syg!

sy syg kamu sampai pluto!

2011-08-09T08:21:00.001+08:00

bila hati da tawar dan pudar

kesalahan sebesar zarah pon terluka kat hati

senyum pun makin kelat

mungkin kah tarikh luput cinta sudah makin dekat?

curang!

2011-08-08T12:36:00.010+08:00

cheating and unfaithful are two words that a couple will try to avoid, to even talk about it. but why on earth these two words even exist? why? why do we have to cry over somebody? why find other person when you know deep inside you are deeply in love with him/her? isnt love suppose to be great? to make you feel like you can take over the world? makes your heart skip a beat and most importantly, makes reality better than dreams?

have you ever been in love? or already in love or looking for love? now, i am in love with him. its been almost 3 years together, been through ups and downs together. okay, this topic is not about me and him, i hope so but its about the not-so-current issue, but something that a couple is most feared of, even me!

sape x kenal khairul fahmi aka apex tu kan? cerita dia dengan elia tu semelaya dah taw. yang lagi best bukan dari mulut dy tp dari mulut elia tu. they got engaged, and now da putus. why? bukan ke tunang tu macam lagi 1 step je nak ke kawen? bukan ke sepatutnya orang yang bertunang ni ikatan dorang da sangat2 kukuh? and yes, they broke up because of another person. siyesly, kalau buat statistic pon, bape ramai sangat la couple yang break up BUKAN sebab org ke-3??? c'mon, be realistic. almost none! mostly, mesti sbb ada org lain yg masuk line. most cases, kalau lelaki yg curang mesti yg gf dy dapat taw lambat dan kadang x perasan pon sbb lelaki xkan putuskan relationship tu, dy takan dump gf dy, bukan sbb dy syg, cuma dy PENGECUT xnak mengaku salah, so dy lagi rela kene maki hamun ngan gf dy then biar gf dy yg break, nampak la cm dy x salah kan? total BS!

pagi tadi, masuk2 ofis, on9 terus baca blog ni (theotherkhairul.blogspot.com) pasal kes yang sama. curang! tapi tajuk dia catchy, kenapa lelaki suka nak awek dy sopan tp dy suka ppuan sexy. comment2 korang macam2, mostly salahkan lelaki tula. tapi bagi ak lelaki tu salah ppuan yg blonde tu lagi salah belipat kali ganda. kalau tiada angin xkan pokok bergoyang kan? kalau x digoda xkan lelaki tu cair kan? klu ppuan blonde tu buat bodoh buat sombong memanjang xkan la lelaki tu nk tehegeh2 jugak kan? at some point dy akan give up jugak.

kes2 di atas adalah kalau lelaki yang curang, kalau ppuan yang curang pulak macam mana? ppuan x curang sbb dorang baik =) hehehehe..nahhhh.. sumenye sama je, dua2 pihak pon ade kebarangkalian nak curang. kenapa kena ade curang? mana pegi maksud ayat "terima seadanya?", kenapa xboleh cakap je apa yang x cukup, yang x puas hati..dan yang paling penting, kenapa pihak ketiga tu nak kacau jugak hak milik orang lain?

yup, thats the point! dah tau orang tu bukan single tapi tetap nak try. kenapa? to be honest, pekara ni slalu jd kt ppuan, maybe dy rase dy hot kot dapat hak orang lain, kadang2 tu bukannya suka sangat, tapi puas bile dapat kacau bf orang, niat mula2 nak main2 la konon nak try market skali nah, orang tu break up! please dont be like this. you should feel good about yourself, takyah la nak test2 market ni..confident woman is always sexy! if you feel beautiful and sexy, then you really are beautiful and sexy. takde maknenyer amek hak2 orang ni.

and guys, if you are thinking of stealing other person's gf, FU! (bulan pose takleh tulis penuh2, kene shortform je) =) moral of the story is, believe in karma. what goes around will come around. arini ko rampas hak orang, besok lusa senang2 je orang akan rampas hak ko.

p/s: topik ni tiada kene mengena dengan yang hidup atau yang mati =)

Ainul mardhiah

2011-08-02T13:24:00.003+08:00

pagi2 dah baca note sape ntah, pasal bidadari syurga. tajuk dy catchy sangat (http://www.facebook.com/notes/kalau-cinta-sudah-di-hati-tiap-dugaan-bagaikan-mimpi/cemburu-bidadari-sy-copy-jekwn2-bca-nie/172013042869603) ok ak x pandai nk tepek2 link, so click jela kat situ ye.

bila baca, xtw nak describe rase ape, cemburu? memang, sedeh? sangat..seharian google pasal bidadari syurga, dek kerana ilmu yang memang cetek ni, interested nak tw byk2. setanding ke kite dengan bidadari syurga? dan soalan yang lagi best, dah cukup ke iman dan amal untuk jadi penghuni syurga??

p/s: semoga ramadhan ni dapat mendoublekan pahala & amal..selamat berpuasa!

Girlfight

2011-07-28T11:07:00.002+08:00

hey you, yes you!

straight to my points, i dont you i only heard stories about you, one sided story so better keep your mouth shut, and save your lame pathetic story to others k? cause you know which side i am right now.

p/s: awak stalk saya, saya stalk awak..best kan?

coward!

2011-06-24T08:54:00.002+08:00

i hate myself for being such a coward bitch!

i have been waiting for him to trigger the topic, and he did but then again, it hit my weakest point

damn!

i should have said what i have been practiced

grow up stood up saying what i should have said

but again

i am nothing but a coward!

curse

2011-06-17T09:16:00.004+08:00

okayh, i know this might sound ridiculous, merepek and so fiction movie, but i think i have something that i dont understand. you see, this thing have been with me so a long time. macam ni, semua orang akan marah kan? for sure la kan, orang gile je gelak2 all the time. aku pon akan ade time yang marah, tapi penah x kita perasan tahap2 marah? sentap, marah sikit, marah sangat, mengamuk, tapi yang paling bahaya bila kita terlalu marah kita akan secara x sengaja menyumpah orang yang kita marah tu dalam hati. pernah jadi x benda ni kt korang? bila marah yang memang tahap dewa, marah yang x terlepas?

it happen to me, a few times actually, the kind of anger that you cannot control as if there is something evil inside of you. what i am trying to say is, this type of anger, the one that i cant control; is what i feared most. because everytime i am in that stage, i will curse by thinking about bad things towards that bastard! and, everytime i did that, something happen might actually did to that poor bastard. sounds funny right?

say whatever you want, or think how crazy i am, but i really need to control myself, because today, something really bad happen to the person i hate most in this office. he had an accident. aku taw dalam islam semua ni kebetulan, tapi maybe mulut ak terlebih masin or masa ak menyumpah2 malaikat aminkan doa aku. yesterday, i wanted him dead, but thankfully he just had a minor injury. please jaga mulut ye (remind diri sendiri)..

bored to death!

2011-06-07T12:44:00.001+08:00

i am blogging from my office
8-1 pm with absolutely nothing to do, though i have been asking everyone please give me anything to do, ANYTHING!

BOSANNNN!

IMY

2011-05-31T21:47:00.002+08:00

This is what i hate about semester break. Not really semester break, i have finished my study kot, perasan muda lagi la ni..aish! Neway, back to the topic what i hate most about semester break is missing him, yes you si comot! i hate that im so use to the routine, seeing you more than 12 hours a day, 7 days a week..but now..sigh..

i miss you syg!

ai saya you awak

2010-11-15T07:37:00.002+08:00

just so you know, my vocabulary or my brain is at its most active mode in the morning. i could curse or adore anyone at this moment.teehee..

if you noticed, nowadays people tend to use i/u in their daily language. of course there is nothing wrong with that, but in my opinion, i repeat 'in my opinion', that is so not cool. i mean if you are using it in the proper complete language, like i/u in formal english not in some broken Bm pasar. i went to some presentation skill seminar last month, and i totally agree to what he said. Bahasa melayu is such a wonderful language if it is use in the correct way and so is english. but just imagine if you talk in broken Bahasa, to make it worst you use i/u in it, isnt it a total disaster? you could probably get arrested by the 'language-police' by now..hehehe..

my BFF, durga, she speaks fluent english. the kind of english that will you make your jaw drops, plus the perfect accent (i'm so jealous with her ;p). even she speaks the right Bahasa. she has like this button where you can switch, either english or bahasa, and tadaaaa! you'll have the most complete sentence in any of those languages. what i'm trying to say is, (again) it is so not cool to use i/u with bahasa. the kind of thing that will make you seem like a joke. nevertheless, there's nothing wrong with trying to speak in english, even me myself i have tonnes of grammar mistakes to be corrected both in bahasa and english. if you use complete english in one sentence, damn you look cool! even your grammar is everywhere, but duhhh self-confidence people! somethings are never meant to be mixed up.

my hometown girlfriends, they are into this sort of trend right now. sometime it annoys me, but most of the time i dont really mind as they use it in a complete sentence. hmmm.. it seems like i need to start practicing my mix-up language by now without laughing my ass off. i akan berusaha sedaya upaya i untuk belajar bahasa baru ni iaitu eng-malay, you jgn gelakkn i tw (",)

p/s: terima kasih sebab you sudi baca entri i ni, i terharu..LOL

pelok & cium!

cintaloveamor

2010-11-07T19:17:00.005+08:00

baru perasan, entri2 sebelum ni penuh emosi,marah sana marah sini..blame the hormon k people..;p sekarang mood sangat baik,orang lain pulun nak exam tapi dak2 unimap, ley jamin punyer la, kat umah ke tengah berenang dalam banjir ke or even tengah tabahkan hati jadi survivor ke, hanya 20% je yang study dan daripada 20% tu 5% je yang studynyer lekat di kepala sampai final. siapa yang x setuju tu memang pembongak (penipu dalam bahasa n9) ;)

inilah mood saya sekarang,bunga-bunga. walaupun study baru secipot, walaupun terpaksa berebut2 naik lori pasir, walaupun terpaksa berasak-asak nak naik bus, tapi saya taw saya rasa bahagia ada abah, mak, akak2 kesayangan, anak2 buah yg cumil even dante n longtail si pengubat hati. dorangla yang buat saya rasa selamat.boleh tido ngan mak..heeee~

si jantung hati yang sangat baik, saya sayang kamu (alamak, jiwang la pulak..;p). dia pun selamat jugak.cumil kitaorang naik lori sama2..huhuhu...saya rindu dia, dah 120 jam x jumpa dia. sedih. ye, memang kami ngada-ngada nak jumpa selalu (",)

p/s: i love the quote above!

hugs n kissess...

love expired date

2010-10-27T12:11:00.003+08:00

well, everything must have an expiring date right? from the thing that we eat till the thing that felt deep in our heart. the obvious difference is the food is about to expired we can see it clearly, if the fungus thingy have appeared then just toss it out. but how about love? what about it right? love never have a bar code that stated when it should be toss out, but it still have an expired date. like i said before, everything does.

so, how do we know if our so-called true love is about to expired? how to know if the magic love sparks are not that magical anymore. they say, when you are in love, reality is way better than dreams, but i'm starting to feel that dreams are more comforting than reality. reality sucks!

maybe this is what happen when some people expect more and the other expect less. communication is just a waste of time or sometimes silence speaks louder that the words itself. no more goosebumps when it touches, no more sparkle in the eyes. close but yet so far away. beware when you feel sick and tired listening to love song. when love stories suddenly feel so unreal. damn! i hate that feeling.

it hurts so much when you are not the one that make him happy. when he needs to turn to his so-called buddies and his beloved games. you might feel rejected, useless and yes sometimes like a ugly-ass-useless-bitch. rubberband theory?? Fuck it! wanna hear my theory? all men have double personality, like a twin. one day, he's good and charming and you may feel like the world revolved around you, but other days, his evil twin, will make you sleep with tears in your eyes. and the next day, you need to wear eyeliner just to cover your ugly eyes.damn!

deadly envy

2010-09-27T14:42:00.002+08:00

some people were just born with whole bunch of luck
dont have to do much
sit back and relax,luck will role down to their feet
happiness never left their side
everything they touch will turn to gold
never have to suffer never have to struggle
because the world is revolved around them

but for some people
more like me
where my every path will have obstacle
where happiness will only come after misery
the only look taste like pathetic and empathy

but i still believe in you, GOD
i know you have something better for me at the end of the road
i know my sun will shine but not now

these are just the punishments for all my sins

blur

2010-09-19T16:15:00.000+08:00

six words:

I DONT WANT TO GO BACK!

paling cair bila..

2010-05-03T21:19:00.002+08:00

bila makhluk ini memandang tepat ke anak mata aku,
gugur segala ego!

cik meow, u r killing me with ur eyes...sooooo cute!

caaakkkk!

p/s: for the new kitten in my house, welcome! dante memang kuat jeles n garang ;)

hugs n kisses..

kamu comey bila mamai

2010-04-23T11:44:00.000+08:00

"syg syory tedte+..syg tdo..syg kt ne d n-"

ske sgt bile dia sms time mamai..soooo sweeeeettt...

p/s: memang x fhm pe yang kamu nk taip sebnrnye..tapi sgt suke..hik3..

mana lagi best ea?

2010-04-23T08:31:00.004+08:00

okay, arini hari last untuk mggu ke-21, maknanya ada lagi 3 minggu je lagi l.i.macam-macam rasa sekarang, x sabar, sedih, malas, nervous, sume ada..pendek kata dah memang macam rojak campur la, (tiba-tiba teringin nak makan rojak..ishh,,memang dasar pelahap betol la aku nih..huhu).tapi dorang cakap pasembor penang sedap, menu wajib try ni..tunggu la wahai pasembor, i'll eat n digest u..wahahaha..*evil laugh*

okeyh2, sebenarnya arini aku nak wat comparison antara time praktikal or time blaja, mana lagi syok. kita tengok satu2 dulu ea. yang syok time study, kawan sekepale sentiase ade, asal nk wat keje jahat, or x seberape nak jahat, kwn sentiase ade. ada di sekeliling orang yang sebaye yakni yang sekepale sangatla best sebab u can be urself all the time. be stupid, be nasty or even nak comot2 pon tape. tapi, cube la wt perangai tu skang kat tempat keje (perasan dah keje la ni..hehe), wat mengong2 sket, they'll give you the how-much-more-stupid-can-you-be look. rimas gak la. hasilnya? tercipta la perangai bajet da besar,cakap nak macam org besar, pakai ala2 org da keje, klu gelak? cover weyh kang kene cop gile lak..heeee~ tunggu la sem depan, tanduk kt kepale ni akan mencanak2 kuar, da siap asah da ni...*muke siyes nakal*

pe yang syok lagi time study? ni yang paling ak x sabar2 nak wat, klu time study kelas hari2 slalunya x same waktu nya. sehari sejam je pon ade, tapi yang paling la nikmat bila kelas start lambat, dalam kol 12 cenggitu, memang masyuk. tapi bila da praktikal, jangan harap la ea nak bangun kol 9 cmtu, hari2 constant. bangun kol 6 lebeyh, mamai2 je rasa g keje, bila da sampai mula la menguap macam badak, siyes klu bakal mak mertue nampak, terus cancel wat menantu tw, rasenye badak jantan pon x tergode..huhuhu..

okay2, yang best pasal praktikal lak ea. yang terpaling super-duper best pasal praktikal ialah, tayah nak serabut2 kepale pasal lab report, assignment, test or even final exam. heaven on earth! macam sekarang ni, dak2 universiti len sume nga pulun, perah otak tok study. sampai berasap la pale, agaknyer kolej yang terbakar kat upm tu sebab otak dak tu da overload kot, hik3..(kuar da teori kurang waras ;P) nikmat je rase tengok adek2 junior & senior sebok ngan exam, kiteorg lak begolek sane sini keseronokan, enjoy la sekarang, sem depan turn ko lak tim,padan muke hang! hehe..

reason best seterusnye ni depends kat company mane yang kita praktikal yakni ELAUN! cash baby! alhamdulillah aku dapat company yang x seberape nak kedekut, mule2 x kesah sgt pon pasal elaun, asl dapat tempat praktikal pon da besyukur. sebelum ni xheran sgt klu time orang dapat gaji, tapi sekarang heran. da pandai da tanda 26hb kat kalender, orang len x sabar2 nak gaji, aku pon sebok2 gak la nak excited nak dapat gaji, padahal duit bulan lepas banyak je lagi, al maklumla dok ngan mak n abah, makan free, tu yang anak dia ni makin sehat n kuat. cukup zat n kasih sayang..hehehe..tapi memang best the rush of waiting for the salary. poyo je, elaun baru 500 da excited cenggini,klu da keje betol2 nanti maunyer ak melompat2 depan mesin atm everytime dapat gaji..weeheee...

hugs n kisses..

girl's dictionary

2010-04-21T15:11:00.003+08:00

this one is especially for you guys out there. yes, we girls never meant what we say. so here's a few tips for you

dont! = yes!

i hate you = i love you, but i miss the old you

dont call me ever again = call me please cause i know i'll be missing you, i'll be waiting for your call

i'm leaving you for someone else = please do something for our relationship cause i really love you

i'm better off without you = i need you each and every second

leave me alone! = dont go, please. stay with me. i need you

i dont wanna see you = if only i can fly to you rite now

i think we're better off friends(breaking up) = i love you so much, i really hope you'd say 'baby i'm sorry, please dont leave'

p/s : yup, maybe girls are complicated, but thats the reason why you guys love us aite?

hug n kisses...

jiwang tiba-tiba

2010-04-21T10:54:00.002+08:00

"you are the best thing i never knew i needed"

hugs n kisses..

muke muslimah?

2010-04-20T15:42:00.002+08:00

kawan2,

oleh kerana semlm sampai dr terengganu lambat, n sy ni dak yang amatla mls (ye, sy ade penyakit 'mim'..huhu), jadinyer baju g keje arini yg malas2 jela. balik2 je semlm cepat2 bukak almari, selongkar cari bju di kala cemas, yakni bj yg x ssh nk gosok, mmg kritikal penyakit mim nih ;)

skali jumpela bju kurung pink yg mmg sng nk gosok n x degil.setel bju tudung lak. haishhh.,nk kene pk lg, last2 tibai je tdg ala2 ekin yg sememangnyer mesra pengguna yg malas mcm sy ni.

this is not the 1st time i wear sumthing like this, maybe to work bt to other places,NO! smpai2 je kt ofis "wah, ustazah!", "lainnyer muke pakai tdg ni","tdg bru ea?" whatttt?????

ckp dlm hati, 'labuh sgt ke tdg ni? padahal labuh lg tdg org len'

tapi, xkesah sgt pon org nk ckp pe..motto sy "i dont give a damn la" ;) tape, janji kiut kn? *prasan sorang2*

hugs n kisses..

yeeehaaa!

2010-04-15T09:20:00.003+08:00

gosh, its been a long freaking time. got no time got no mood..huhu..another 4 more weeks to go,arghhh...cpt la sket.. ;)

what about girl like me? in between maybe? teeheee...

hugs n kisses...

once upon a time..

2010-03-21T22:09:00.014+08:00

ni la kitaorg time mule2 dulu..ye, kami semua sehat2 belake. terutame yg kiri bawah tuh, pipi selambak.. ;)

da jadi tradition, tiap2 1st day utk sem baru mesti nak bergambar. da abes da 1 dragon tu ktorg posing. tapi ni gambar paling 'cun' la. hehe..jgn tny pe jd ngan ktorg ea gmbr gmbr tu ea..

ni time anugerah dekan sem bape ntah x igt. yg igt kt jitra jek. oh, kami mmg pandai tersgt la posing, tu yg sume modeling agensi rase x layak nk hire kami

*sengih sorg2*

akhirnyer, ni la gmbr lastest skali, sebelum LI, masih ber5 sume posing da kurang sakan, da mature la konon..hik3..

ANUGERAH DULU & SEKARANG:

RUMATE PALING SETIA

KINGrajoli n amer!

ni time dorng 1st sem

ni time sem 5..tgk tuh, taley pisah ;)

POSING PALING CONSTANT

cikun

siyes x berubah, ley wt trade mark, tp cute sgt tw

ENGINEER PALING GANAS

CHE'AD

sabaq sket alang, kang ranap machine tu kang ;)

HOTTEST PARTY : HAZRIQ'S BIRTHDAY!

KESAYANGAN SAYA : HAIRATUL MAHIERA AKA ROOMIE ..;)

lunch paling sedap!

2010-03-09T15:29:00.002+08:00

arini aku senyum from ear to ear, muke beseri2 je dari pagi..asyik tengok jam x sabar nak pukul 1. sebab pe? sebab nak lunch ngan yayang! yay!

*senyum lagi lebar, dari rambut ke rambut..ha?*

kira jadi la tuh surprise kamu tuh, ske sgt2..nsb bek tw awl2 klu x da lame sy g lunch ngan yan n kak ani tw.tata la kamu..huhu..

break makan ns lemak lunch makan kfc. lemak? kalori? kolestrol? x heran sebab sangat2 happy. lama betol da x lunch kt luar, asyik2 kt wak je, naseb bek paru sambal dy superb, sampai nek 3 kg la ak kt pharmaniaga nih. penat je belari, tapi lemak asyik nak melekat kt badan. ish2...ala, production nyer weigh machine yang salah..

*pujuk diri sendiri*

pe2 pon, janji arini aku happy.like beyond happy!

p/s : abg yg aku x pnh tw pn nme dy, sori la ea terpakse kecewa kn depan kwn2 anda, 'awek' anda ni da lari ngan lelaki len..hik3...

nuridrin rosni

2010-02-23T12:35:00.002+08:00

nuridrin rosni
she's a friend
she's a sister
throughout joy
throughout pain

teman seni yg sgt setia di sisi
bangkok n medan
travel same2
saat blushing yg color sgt cantek tuh, aku mmg takan lupa ;)
make up, sanggul pakai baju same2
audition
steps
beat
bersama
tak sabar nak menari balik ngan ko

22 tahun hanyala nombor
boleh bertambah tak boleh berkurang

selamat hari jadi along!
syg along ;)

p/s: harap x terlambat wish kt blog ea, ni pon curi2 je klu x kantoi aku..hik3..

sgt2 suke

2010-02-09T12:39:00.000+08:00

yay! blog x kne block kt pc abg rizal! yippeeee!

OMG!

2010-02-06T19:09:00.002+08:00

gosh, i just found out that i havent write anything here for 2 freaking months! ok, that explain how bz i've been for the last couple of months.

l.i da start. best, xbest, ngantok, blur sume rase ade since i got a place where only 20% related to my course. but its fine since i cn learn plenty of new stuff. the hardest part is the adaptation to the new environment. i'm surrounded by people who are older than me. ADULTS. its kinda hard when you have to act as if you are mature enough (sooo not!). mase mule2 tuh mmg sgt janggal n terkejot. most of their topic that they been talking about sgt2 len ngan topic yg kte (not so adult..prasannyer..;) ) bualkan. basically, kite klu hang around, if girls mesti akan ckp psl bj, kst, mall, movies, nk shopping pe, org tu pakai pe org ni pakai pe, new gossip (wajib tuh) and the most important topic is abt GUYS! yup guys, we do talk about you..huhu..tp bile msk ke 1 tempat di mne majority nyer wanita berkomitmen, len lak topiknyer. its all about family, hubby n children x pon topik2 yg bekenaan ngan komitmen. i admit, ak mmg kene culture shock mse mle2 msk. yela, kt c2 praktikal student x rmi. klu ade pon bkn yg sekepale ngan kite. bt as time passes by, i realised that this is the reality i need to deal with. lme2 ok jek. bile da lme2 br sdr yg life is full of commitment. some day we need to come to reality that life isnt just about us. it relates with lots of people and things.

minggu dpn nih da msk week-11. there's another 13 weeks left. rse cm kejap jek. da nk abes. ha, lupe lak, ramai akak2 kt cinie nk kawen la nk tunang la, ni yg nk kawen gak nih..hik3..galok!

hugs n kisses!

reality : deal with it!

2009-11-17T20:06:00.002+08:00

"I think some people are born fucked up.
and I think some people just wish they know everything about you and then stab you silently."

taken from : http://alostdiaries.blogspot.com/

Euuuuwwww!

2009-11-16T15:03:00.002+08:00

aku cm nk pecah pale study safety n loss prevention ni. sumbat selagi boleyh sumbat. stdy kt library, sebab klu kt umah byk sgt dugaan. dr katil sampailah nk maen ngan si kucing kecik tomey tuh.

dari pagi td ok jek, tinggal 2 chap je lg pastu abes cover. tapi tibe2 bile ade gangguan ni yg benci amat2 nih. ni ha, meja sblh ak nih, ade la sorang amoi nih, dr td dy webcam bf dy. selalunyerla kn, klu org nga webcam nih mesti sorok2 kn? ni x, dy ngan bangge nyer bukak bsr2 pastu skrin dgn murah hatinyer tunjuk kt sume org. for sure la meja sblh dy (yakni ak ngan king la) yg nmpk plg clear. soooooooo annoying! yg plg2 geli nyer, so-called bf dy tuh topless! cmne ak tw? ak nmpk la! sgt2 obvious kot. euuuuuuuuuwwwwwwwww! maybe dy igt spe2 yg tgk tuh akan jeles ngan ketidak'ensem'an bf dy tuh kot.

*ak nga tls ni pn ade mamat jln tepi ni pon wt muke pelik ngan minah tuh*

ha, td pn dak nih kuar jap,g mkn kot, tp dy biar je webcam je on. so sume org ley tgk muke bf dy terpapar ngan banggenyer kt lappy dy tuh. ak yg dok sblh ni rse geli jek. cm dy usha ak jek,pdhal ak tatw pn dy tgk pe, tp ak geli!

p/s : meremang bulu roma ak bile pndng tepi!

nk mandi,tp air tade

2009-11-09T09:01:00.003+08:00

geram sangat! dah seminggu lebih air tade.ade tu ade,tp memang x ikhlas.kejap besar, kejap lagi hilang terus.dahla unpredictable bila ade air bile tade.nak mandi pn kene pk dl,perlu ke x,padahal kt umah sendiri tuh. yang paling panas klu kite nga syok2 mandi, tibe-tibe air dy kecik nak mampos.bak kate cikun 'air kencing ak lg laju'..huhu..

klu nk basuh baju mmg kirim salam la, sebab xtw bile ade air bile tade, pastu klu basuh belom tentu kering lg. penyelesaian = dobi!. tapi ak sure nyer timbunan bukit baju ak ni mahunyer sampai 7kg! sebelum ni boleh predict lg, pkl bape ade air,besenyer pg ade,tgh ari tade, pastu mlm baru ade blk. skang ni memang air tu ske hati dy je nk ade ke tade.

keadaan air?? boleh tapis gune tapis santan mak kt umh tuh..siyes klu biar air tu seharian, tgk la nanti dsr dy yang macam air teh o,tp x gune uncang.gune serbok yg tahap ley tercekik nyer la..heee~ memang air kt perlis ni sangat byk ngan sulfur ngan kapur, tp pe gune JPS klu benda ni pun taley nk treat (actually projek-i ktorg psl nk treat air kt perlis ni lah,tp semoge la ye) ;p

ak sendiri x fhm kenape bley ade mslh air kt negeri yang cinonet nih. klu jd kt pahang ke,sarawak ke ak fhm la sebab negeri dorang mmg bsr. tp perlis yg same bsr je ngan daerah petaling ni pn ley jd mslah air. empangan? ade je dlm negeri sendiri tuh. maybe tempat len dlm perlis ni tade problem air, tapi nape kolej ktorg je yang kene? to be specific, nape w.ulu jek? c'mon la,bknnyer ktorg dtg melenggang je blajar kt cnie, byr yuran gak tw. ni skang ak br 21 thn, utang dah belasan ribu, nsb bek ak amek tok yuran jek, klu x lg nanges..hehe.. ade org kate pump yg gune tok supply air ke KKG up sgt smpi ktorg sedot skali air2 kt kampung dkt2 ni sbb tuh dorg komplain n sebab tuh ktorg x mandi! logik x? mcm logik tp nape developer taman terinai 2 aka KKG ni x kire dl bpe byk air yg akan digunakan? bpe blok dorg akan wt? bpe org yg di estimate akan duduk kt cnie? bpe byk plak air yg akan digunakan utk 1 umah? dorg x calculate ke sume tuh? xkn dorg estimate 1 umh sorang je duduk kot? gilo apo?

sekarang ni 1 umah 6 org, klu yg kt KTP tu ak tataw bpe org 1 umah. br 6 org,same la cm sepasang suami isteri ngan 4 orang anak. 4 org je kot, takan dorg estimate 1 family akan ade 4 org anak jek,klu family yg bsr kne bli 2 umh la cmtu ea? hahaha..klu developer tu calculate and estimate btl2,xkan ade istilah 'JKR x mampu nk supply air'. please dong, jgn la wt ktorg cmni lg.nsb bek ade lg bpe mggu je kt cnie then off to l.i.

p/s : ak x breakfast lagi. bile lapa,byk jela yg akan dibebelkn..;)

syg i tak?

2009-10-29T12:07:00.003+08:00

*sambil sengih2 yg mengalahkn kerang busuk*..syg i x? klu syg, belanje tgk cite nih

tgk iklan pon cm best kn?

look how sawan she is in this film? interesting!

tapi bile pk blk, dhla kt cnie yg plg dkt pn jitra mall and alor star je (both ade 4 theater jek-pathetic) , cm tade harapan je nk tgk cite nih. tapelah, kene study jela cmni. ;(

sometimes lab can be interesting

2009-10-21T12:27:00.002+08:00

i'm blogging from biochemical lab..shhhhh..dont tell anyone.gosh,i'm so busted! huhu..neway, this bioreactor need us to wait for 10 minutes for every sample.so, from doing nothing (but day dream) , i decided to take my baby lappy accompany me in this lab. (since my real baby is outta town..huk3..)

this lab is freaking hot! i'm sweating..and sitting next to the hot water bath make me feel like i'm at some kind of jakuzzi..oohhh.. ;)

oh, before i forgot..i got safety presentation this afternoon.only me and nad with 41 slides and 2 lecs who look like they gonna eat us alive..hik3..kidding!

well, wish me luck k..

hugs n kisses!

p/s: i feel like pn hasyirah is eyeballing me from the table not far from me. and yes,she's in this lab. i'm so BUSTED!

x suke lame2 suke

2009-10-20T14:17:00.002+08:00

2 kind of food that i hate before coming to unimap:
1-laksa
2- anything that have pulut in it

euwww....

but after staying here in kangar for almost a year, i have to say that i'm starting to fell in love with these food. before this, laksa taste like yuck and smell worst than my stinky socks.(i might exaggerate it too much) but i hate it! when i came here, they say that laksa here in perlis is the best. abah even say, it is not a complete tour around perlis not until you eat their laksa. i say "euww..". to make my tongue resist laksa evenmore is when some people claim that they used belot instead of fish. i swear to god i can puke my whole damn organ and everything in my stomach. but like they say, the more you hate it the more you actually love it.

when i went to pn.ku's open house recently, she prepared, my 'favourite' dish = laksa!
arghh..i told myself, too bad i didnt anything before coming here. kebulor gile babe!
but when i try it, OMG! sedap gile smpi menjilat lutut. i never knew laksa would be so much delicious if we eat it with soy sauce and shrimp paste. freaking delicious! with all those boiled egg, lemon, and i even ate the asam keping! five letters, S.E.D.A.P!

pulut? i hate the sticky taste when it is in your mouth. but here in northern part, the served ketupat palas instead of ketupat rebus. and i love it! ketupat palas with rendang daging, damn good!

p/s : asyik telan air liur je ;)

cinta mati

2009-10-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

hai sahabatku, jangan pernah

melimpahkan kesalahanmu

pada semua yang kau anggap

merebut kekasih hatimu

mencuri pasangan jiwamu

dan sesungguhnya bila kamu

kehilangan cinta sejatimu

itu semua karna kamu

tak sungguh-sungguh pelihara

dan menjaga cinta matimu

cinta mati harus dijaga sampai mati

jangan sampai kelain hati

nanti jadinya patah hati

hati-hati menjaga hati

mata hati

by: mulan jameela

p/s : love this song!

syukur

2009-09-29T20:54:00.001+08:00

after 3 months of waiting, finally i got it. not confirm officially written yet, but they accept me.

alhamdulillah..

setahun skali

2009-09-16T15:29:00.003+08:00

lagi 7 jam nk nek bus balik umh. xsabar nk blk tp sgt malas nk packing. penyakit malas nk packing dan unpacking memang takan ilang.neway, sy Nurfatimah Mohd Thani nk mohon ampun dan maaf klu :

TERsalah cakap
TERmengumpat
TERgossip
TERtengking
TERbuat muke cm nk pecah
TER-PMS
TERmoody
TERsepak
TERsepok
TERjeling
TERtiru assignment n report (even slalu wt...hehe)
TERcubit
TER-xreply msg
TERlanggar
TERsiku perot
TERmerajok lame2 (ni utk kamu)
TERpijak kasut
TERconteng buku

and these are the things i wanna do during raya:

nk blaja wt ketupat gak,da bpe kali fail buat.bile anyam2 nmpk cm ketupat yang kene lenyek lori.hehe..
nk try sukekn diri ngan lemang even aku lg prefer ketupat.
nk men bunge api ngan zaid
nk mkn kueh raye puas2

nk g jln raye byk2 sbb last year x puas jln

dan yang paling penting skali:

NAK MAKAN BANYAK2 SEBAB RAYA SETAHUN SEKALI JE. ;)

hugs n kisses..

i'm nervous

2009-09-08T20:56:00.002+08:00

problem statement : tomorrow, my first interview EVER! it will be with Pharmaniaga Manufacturing Berhad

symptoms : -heart beating at the speed faster than F1 car
- Shacking
- Emotionally unstable
- when i'm nervous my body cant tell if i'm already full or not, so i eat like a pig
-i'm used to public speaking n debate bt interview is my biggest fear.

tim, calm down. take a deep breath. kwn2,doakn ak ye.

p/s : kak isha ckp maybe dorang kasi engineering problem. lagi cuak babe!

cinta versi II

2009-09-07T13:22:00.002+08:00

"Seorang pencinta itu bukanlah orang yang mengharapkan timbalan atau menuntut balasan daripada orang yang dicintainya. Kerana orang yang mencintaimu adalah orang yang berkorban untukmu dan bkan orang yang engkau terpaksa berkorban untuknya."

kitab al-hikam
oleh
syeikh ibn athaillah al-sakandari

p/s:yes,sometimes i can be a very poetic person.

cinta

2009-09-05T15:38:00.002+08:00

'Bulan tak bercahaya kalau tiada mentari. Biar bulan dan mentari terpisah kerana siang dan malam..cahaya mentari tetap sampai ke bulan'

Muka surat 169
L.U.V.E By Pingu Toha

gossip, marriage and death

2009-09-04T21:22:00.003+08:00

girlfriends, not as in boyfriends girlfriends thingy but a really tight bonding between girls. i just finished watching sex and the city , and i really2 envy their relationship in that film.

ada org kate bile kawen je, bile masing-masing da bwk haluan sendiri, suami,family kerja sume, mane ade mase untuk girl talk sume nih. ade rasional gak statement tu sbb kite sendiri ley tgk ngan jelas most adults sekarang, bangun awal pagi siapkan breakfast untuk family (time tu la tibe2 suami x reti nk gosok baju sendiri padahal time sekolah dulu elok je buat sendiri), pastu cepat2 pegi keje. Cukop pukul 5, balik umh cepat2 bukak fridge n masak utk dinner lak. Malam confirmla da penat gile then tido la. and all those things ulang,ulang n ulang. Dengar pon letih kn? but thats the fact. aku kalo ley nk sgt2 tuka fact tuh. for me, bende tu tade dlm akta or mane2 kanun undang2, n btw klu ade pon rules are meant to be broken rite?

Aku tade la maksudkn nk ignore family and esp suami, tanak la smpi jadi isteri derhaka. tapi bile pk blk, Allah bg kite 24 jam sehari tanpa syarat cuma jgn sesekali lupakanNYA. practically i can spend those time doing whatever i want rite? walau kadang2 bende tu lari dari normal stereotaip yang selalu ditanam dlm kepale kite(terutama perempuan). No i'm not a rebel, tapi aku suka buat benda yang ak suke walaupun kekedang orang lain rase pelik. its my life, and i live once so i want to live my life to the fullest! heeeee~

Aku harap sgt my girls bonding akan kekal even lepas masing2 da ade family sendiri. Still nk g men basketball, jog ngan syazni, gossip ngan zuzue n perhaps g karaoke ngan bobob(jika memang masih-she got the best vocals) =).

Aku taw, mesti ade orang cakap "budak ni mmg x sdr yg die makin tue, bwk2 la bertaubat asyik nk enjoy n happy life je. face the adult life la". bagi ak age is only number, tade limit umur untuk buat sesuatu bende. hanya dalam pale hotak kite je kite rase makin tue makin limited bende yg ley buat. Mase ak g turkey dl, ak ske sgt tgk kwn2 mak ak dorg kumpul duit ramai2 then g jalan ramai,single. gelak ketawa sebijik cm dak2 sebaya kite ni. seronok sgt. ade sorg auntie ni ak ske sgt tgk dy, carefree sgt. tiap2 weekend g men bowling ngan anak die yang sebaye ak, then klu ade duit lebeh g jln2 ngan suami die. bak kate die, rukun jalan ade due je. 1-sihat,2-duit.

Aku sgt2 xsetuju ngan kenyataan bile da tue baru nk bertaubat. ak ni pon bukannyer baik sgt but i'm well aware that i dont know when i'm going to die. Org yg ckp cmtu dorg mmg confident habis ley hidup smpi tue. people, you never know when you are going to die except u've been sentenced to death or you got some cronic illnesses. Enjoy la, buat pe yang kite tepikir nk buat selagi kite sedar yang kite hanya hambaNYA.

hugs n kisses..

funny

2009-09-01T13:28:00.003+08:00

its funny how people show how they feel.

Laughing - they are happy

Crying - they are sad

Smilling - bahagia

Blushing - when they meet the person they love or like

Muke cm nk pecah - angry

but how can we define this face : expressionless, xpndg, xckp???

my conclusion : Something that cant be described with words or maybe PMS ;) but if it was a guy, cmne ea??? ;)

p/s : nad, get well soon.

geng atap VS geng yokies

2009-08-28T13:19:00.007+08:00

nah..its not about some thug fight or drug dealer clan but its more cuter and hotter than that. huhu~ Now, presenting...

GENG YOKIES!

look how round our face is..hik3..

this is our trademark..long live the yokies!

VS

GENG ATAP!

ooohhhh...i'm scared..hehe~

before the fight:

after a while:

i love those smile!

perut 'sound-sound'

2009-08-27T14:25:00.005+08:00

i know i'm fasting right now, but i'm hungry!..Shhh..dont tell anyone. i really miss turkey's kebab rice. Damn delicious! Dont believe me? see for yourself

this is how they been served

ready? 1..2.....

tadaaa!

warning!
this food is super duper sedap and sgt2 mengenyangkn because you have to eat two naan-like bread, salad, really cute round rice and lots of chicken. before i forgot, if you noticed there's a red thingy like sambal, it taste like sambal belacan. seriously..argh, i wanna go back to turkey! Doraemon, give me your pintu suke hati!

p/s: kamu, jom buke kt istanbul. ;)

hugs n kisses..

cuak

2009-08-25T22:47:00.000+08:00

ish
most of my friends da dpt tmpt LI
ak lom agy
risaunyer

p/s: tahniah ye kamu ;)

aku rindu

2009-08-12T16:02:00.002+08:00

malam ni opening konvo. Dari aku first year, mesti mlm ni ak ngan along akan jd usher. Iring Dato n VIP. Tp mlm ni ak dtg pki jeans n tshirt je. No makeup at all. Ni sume sbb janji ngan abah. Adik pegang janji adik ngan abah tw. Rindunyer nk nari tok konvo. Rindu sgt2. Arghhh..

*restless*

p/s: sgt2 gelisah skang. Everything seems not right!

skinny

2009-08-12T15:33:00.007+08:00

i got an email from my sis about this model. She used to be a lingerie model, but after years of bulimia and anorexia this is how she looked like in present.

Before

After

Get what i meant. ??

p/s: if your BMI is normal (21-25) pls love yourself. *i remind myself too*

BMI = weight in kg/ (height X height in meter)

night of the nights

2009-08-11T22:55:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is me and king 1st anniversary, but he wanted to celebrate it tonite as tomorrow he'll be busy with the convo's opening. he insist me on going dinner with him. as if i dont want to go, saje je jual mahal..huhu~

i'm kinda nervous. i've no idea why. its not like its the first time we ever eat together. duhh..like a trillion times. when i was preparing myself, i felt everything is not right. nervous, butterflies in my stomach, as if this is our first date. But, he did a very wonderful surprise for me. He waited beside my house and as i walk pass him, he gave me a beautiful bouquet of roses. He does know how to surprise me.

*Blushed*

The dinner was damn delicious. I ate everything i could. nyam! oh, before i forgot we bumped into cepot, ilya and zul during dinner. They look pretty damn hugry as there were 5 plates and 4 glasses for 3 persons only.heeeee...

kamu, thanks for everything k? i had a great time. i love the flowers and the edited card so much. And you really got me on konon2 nk pegi beli tiket thingy. Jahat ea??

p/s: hun, those tears were real.

memories

2009-08-10T22:25:00.001+08:00

i cant believe i had a fight with king yesterday just because he think megan fox is hot! enuff said cos it is quite embarasssing.

*giggle*

after everything is settle, we sat somewhere just to talk. A really honest talk. Talk about our past life, past boyfriends and gf and almost everything. I do most of the talking as he said my past boyfriends really outnumbered him.Shhh..

initially, it is not really a conversation till he asked me a killer question about someone i wished he would never ever mentioned. I dont bother if he wanted to dig out all of my histories of all my ex bt not this particular person. The person that even hearing his name would make my heart beats faster (sometimes). Arghh..why did he mentioned about him? But since i've promised i would answer everything he asked, so i answered. it was hard you know, since he make the i-would-kill-myself-for-you face, but he has to accept it even if it hurt like hell.

Sometimes i hate myself for not getting over this amazing guy. he gave me joy, but he gave me pain. Things cant be described by words. Everytime i think about him, i'm not sure what i feel. Happy? sad? disappointed? clueless? my fault? yours? These are the things that keep on spinning in my mind. I really wish i could turn back time and fix everything. But, now I think i'm almost over you. Even now and then, you still linger in my heart but there's no place for you (island boy) cause my whole heart is taken by someone who isnt as perfect as you but his flaws make my day brighter than ever.

kamu,
I'm sorry for being too honest with you, but i guess honesty is sweeter than lies rite?
saya syg kamu smpi planet pluto tw..

*senyum*

hugs n kisses..

Asadi thief

2009-08-08T19:44:00.000+08:00

i just found out that i lost my favorite blue asadi slipper. i thought i might misplaced it, but its gone!

*sighs*

when i told my rumates about it, she said she had also lost 2 of her asadi slippers too.Gosh! i think there's a asadi maniac walking around our campus. so if u have an asadi shoes or slippers, better hide it before yours too will be the victim of asadi thief!

green is...ok

2009-08-08T16:29:00.000+08:00

this is our bioprocess engineering jersey. i know i should've put it in its real color which is real2 bright green. i mean like really bright u could wear it in the middle of the night coz it glow. cool aite? neway, thank you ye pak amer sbb ssh2 je arrange psl jersey nih.

p/s: some of my guy classmates gonna have this soccer beach thingy today. so, gudluck! may our glow-in-the-dark bring u some luck k?

hugs n kisses..

one of seven deadly sins

2009-08-07T13:58:00.000+08:00

i just finished watching some movie (totally forgot the tittle) with Blake Lively(the gossip girl hot blondie) in it and it suddenly bumped into my head "Geez, i totally envy her!" her genuine smile that seems like can brighten up the whole universe and not to mention her to-die-for hair. everytime i see her movie, she gave me this 'cheer up' feeling. she always happy. i know thats all just an act, but i felt like for real.

give me your happiness, Blake Lively!

The woman i most envy is Megan Fox! Hot-spicylicious body and those green eyes,arghh..cant be describe how much i envy her with words.Foxy!

btw, i read this month version of cleo, and i found out that i'm not foolishly mad for envying at megan and blake, its normal actually and totally dangerous. if you do nothing about it, it will eat you inside, slowly till the moment you realise it, its already too late.

jealousy is a normal emotion that doesnt discriminate. lucky me, i only envy to those who surely not envy by me, but by millions of women out there. if only i had the power to suck out all of her hotness..hehehe..

here are a few tips on how to be genuinely happy (i dig out from cleo too):

-learn to recognise when you're feeling jealous
-take a deep breath and ask yourself whether being jealous will achieve anything
-stop viewing people as threats or rivals, see them as equals
-show interest in other people success
-remind yourself of your good quality
-set some short-term goals and reward yourself as you achieve each time
-leran from your blunders
-be thankful for what yo have

hugs n kisses..

nasi goreng ayam merah + strawberry float

2009-08-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

my tummy is gonna explode. i eat like a p**. Geez..huhu. neway, i'm still craving for chocolate. Yummy! *telan air liur*

sweetest drugs!

buy me this..plssssss...

p/s:thanks ye kmu for cheesy wedges n nuggets. if i'm getting fatter,its all your fault..huhu..yayang kmu ;)

better than nothing

2009-07-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

i cant believe bomax (so called 'it' place in kangar) is no longer provide wifi.WTF??? why now?
i really2 need it for li.

*sigh*

so, now i'm at kfc. on9 from there.btw, its better than nothing rite?

hugs n kisses..

L.O.V.E

2009-07-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

I just finished watching the muv ‘he’s just not that into you’. Honestly, I don’t really know if its an old or new released movie but it definitely left something in my mind. The title it self sounds catchy right? I’m sure that most of you out has experienced the moment of being rejected. Personally, I’ve been there. It did painful but when you think back about it, you’ll eventually laugh. Believe me, you’ll wonder why on earth did you chase him, getting to know everything about him, stalked him and even imagine him as the prince in shining armor that someday will take you away.

*giggle*

What I’m trying to say is, everyone is trying so hard not to be rejected. Read every book that literally teach you how to read signs and body language. What he/she said if she likes you, what to do or not to do during your first date. I’m not against all this, in fact I read all those things too just to gain knowledge that cant never be learned at school. The more I read the more I realized how man and woman were build in total contradiction. Some says man are from mars and woman are from venus.hmm..

*wonder*

But man and woman had been trying to understand each other since like forever. Trying too hard to figure out how to satisfied the needs and wants of the other gender. Its like a puzzle that can never be solved, but the all the way of solving it is fun. The discoveries of body language and the suitable sentence in order to know the other gender is something amazing. If he sits like this what would that mean, if she doesn’t call you back what would that mean, all those things are so interesting to be observed.

Honestly, I quite know most of the signs due to readings and observing. Me and my girlfriends back at high school loves to experiment different kind of signals to diff guy to see if it works. In the end, in present I fell in love with someone I would never expect even in million years to be my lover. Love is there when you least expect it. My personal advice to those who is single out there, the more you try to chase and find love, the more it will go away from you. Stop and do nothing, love will eventually come to you. Those who have found love, hold onto it. He/she may or may not be the perfect person but accept him/her as the best gift god ever sent to you. Me myself, I don’t know if the one I’m with right now is the one who were made for me, I don’t know what my destiny is because destiny is something beyond human’s control. Accept what u have and love that person more than he/she loves you. Let ALLAH decide what is meant for you.

The ‘he’s just not that into you’ movie is really interesting. I’m not quite sure what you’ll think about it, everyone’s has their own opinion. Watching it I realized that, sometimes if you think that your perfect plan is the best thing for you, you might be wrong. If you think that being physically perfect will make you happy, you are wrong. And if you think you’ll never find the the right man then you’ll be the loneliest person in the world, wrong again. Happy ending is what you learn along the ruff and painful journey. Everything happened for a reason, so be thankful with what u got right now and you’ll definitely find your happy ending.

butterflies

2009-07-23T12:17:00.000+08:00

whenever i think about industrial training (InTRA), it gives me BUTTERFLIES in my perot!

nervous!

sunyi

2009-07-17T13:48:00.001+08:00

Ever wonder what is the real definition for ‘lonely’??

I guess everyone has their own definition for it

Orang lain selalu cakap

Sunyi

Kalau tinggal sorang2 bila orang lain buat hal masing2 tu la sunyi

Ade jugak yg ckp anak tunggal tu sunyi sbb tade adek beradik lain

Pernah x kite tgk

In the middle of a crowd

There’s a person doing his/her own thing

Some people might say

“mesti dy x ramai kwn, that’s why dy sorg2. kesian dy, mesti dy sunyi”

But how can we be so sure that person is lonely??

Pernah x kite terfikir yg maybe org yg suke bersendiri tu lg bahagie dr org yg sentiase dikelilingi ramai org

Yang sentiase

Ketawa , begurau senda, yang hidupnyer seakan-akan ditakdirkn utk jd senang sgt

Realitinyer

Org yg hidupnyer x pernah sendiri tu lah yg plg sunyi

Tak percaye?

Gunela deria mate untuk melihat dan hati untuk merase

Sunyi

Lonely

Same je maksudnyer

Same je rasenyer

Same je situasinyer

Tapi kn

Lagi kite cube smpikan ape yg kite rase

Xkn smpi

Sbb ade je dpn mate

Tp jauh beribu batu kt hati

Makin lame makin jauh

Makin lame makin pudar

Makan hati

Pujuk lg

Pujuk dan pujuk

Tape

Mungkin yg jauh tu dpt didekatkn

Atau mungkin yg jauh tu akan terus hilang

Bukak mate

Bukak hati

Sedarla byk lg bende dan org yg kite masih ade

Hugs n kisses..

lelaki ini

2009-07-14T14:02:00.001+08:00

His name is Zaid
my Super-Cute nephew
Anta miss you so much!

finally..tadaaaaa!

2009-07-13T13:12:00.000+08:00

i'm still half awake, hungry and the sweet smell of my coffee makes me evenmore hungry. an apple danish would be great right now.huhu~ ok people, i finally updated my blog. no clues of what i'm gonna write,nada!. let start with what i've been doing dis past months that i totally ignore my blog.

last sememster break, me and my mom (and of course some of her friends) went on holiday to bahrain and turkey. initially, i dont even know where the heck is turkey, and the worse part is i didnt know if bahrain was a country or a state. dumb me! ;) only a few days before the departure, i took the world map and tried to find those two countries. OMG! turkey is one of the countries at mediterranien sea. since form3, i really2 wanted (like dying!) to go to any country at mediterranien sea as they have the best weather compared to other part of the world. not too hot,not too cold and the kind of weather that make u remember and feel all the good times in your life. heaven on earth. hell yeah i was excited! ok2, long story short, i first went to bahrain. the moment i step at the terminal, i was confuse "am i at bahrain or kangar cos this place is freaking hot!" dry, hot and dusty. oh oh, before i forgot bahrain is very near to dubai, so as the plane pass through dubai, i could see the beautiful yet rapid-growing city of dubai. all those palm island,so amazing! again, when i walked around bahrain,looking around i was confuse again. this time either i landed in bahrain or india (maybe bangladesh or nepal???) . i dont know if the Indians have move to bahrain because look like they have take over the whole Bahrain .

i stayed 2 days at bahrain and off to turkey. the cool and refreshing wind touched my skin onced i step out of antarturk international airport. that time was almost the end of spring season, , but lucky me the flower still bloom beautifully and even the tourist guide(i already forgot his name) said if we came a bit earlier the weather would be colder than now. Anyhow,alhamdullilah (better than nothing rite?). It took about 8 days to travel half part of turkey. Most of the time we were on the bus. From Istanbul, we went to Konya, Capadocia, Ankara, Busra and back to Istanbul again. The journey from one city to another took about 8 hours. Damn tiring but it was all worth it. The sceneries were so beautiful it couldn’t be described by words. Seeing is only believing. My personal favourite place was Suphan Otopark in Istanbul. It was located at the top of a hill facing the fascinating bridge connecting the Europe and Asian part of turkey. It is said that during old times, newly wed couple or couples in love would come to that place, sit there watching the breathtaking view while feeling so much in love with each other. In present word we called it the ‘hottest date spot’. Suphan park is the most romantic place I’ve ever been, surrounded by red roses, daisies and tulips I secretly pray that I could go there again, and perhaps with the person I love most. Btw, I’ve watched belly dance and it was so seductive yet so ‘vibrating’. It definitely gave a new meaning to sexy. huhu~

bebel

2009-07-09T00:15:00.000+08:00

along : adek,da besarang da blog ko ni..update pat!

cikun : ya allah! 2 bln lepas????

wah..malehnyer den..huhu..i'll update soon..damn sleepy..

*ring2*

there goes my cell and yup dats him ;)

sweet dreams everyone!

buenos noches!

hugs n kisses..

i love H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

2009-05-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

i've pack my stuff (dgn tenangnyer,thank god!) br je anta brg kt store n u know what, brg ak sket sem ni, yg smpn kt store 1 beg plastik, beg bj (yg size xxxxxL..hehe), n 2 kotak je..yg bwk blk umh kotak kecik2 n beg bj jek. so suprising for me la, sbb klu sem sblm2 ni, klu x lebeh 10 kotak x sah.nsb bek sem lps angkot bwk blk byk gle so sem ni xla terase sgt.

btw, kami yg 2nd year seboleh2nyer nk minimize brg sbb sem dpn kne clearkn brg2 b4 L.I. So, org yg gile byk brg cm ak ni kne bertindak dr skang.(OMG..skemanyer ayt!)huhu~

i really cant wait to go back tomorrow.miss my family, friends and hometown so much. esp zaid,oh anta really miss you little notty boy.

this weekend, our whole family will be having family picnic. i already smell chicken BBQ, lamb steak *telan air liur* and maybe some steamboat too. i'm sure angah will make the most delicious and juicy-but-fattening cake. she always ruin my so-called-diet.hehe~ seriously, she's very good at making dessert.

alang? erm,unpredictable..tp bile smpi mood dy nk msk,mmg sdp smpi menjilat lutut.anyhow, along cant make it this weekend as she'll be having her final exam next week. sedehnyer.gud luck ye along. love ya!

mak ngan abah?? xsbr nk tgk dorg kejar cucu2 yg nakal.hehe~

next week, i'll be going to turkey for 10 days with my mom and her friends. i'm sure i'm the one who's gonna carry all the stuff.mintak2la dy x beli carpet, klu x pth pinggang ;P act, i cant wait to taste their kebab. i remember watching travel n adventure channel showing turkey's mouth watering kebab. irresistable. but honestly, i'm kinda worried to go abroad as H1N1 is wide spread at this time.hope eveything will be fine,insyaALLAH.

this sem break, i wanna play as much basketball as i can. its been a while since i played. i've planned a few things to do during this 2 months break. wanna learn a few skills. cant tell you what, its a surprise.huhu~

the most important thing is, i wanna spend this holiday with the people i missed. relatives and some friends. oh, i miss them so much. i bet syazni is slimmer,now that she lost about 10 kilos.i'm envy you bib ;P.

and all my friends here in unimap, i'm gonna miss you guys. enjoy your holiday k?

for my yayang, *sighs*
2 months seems like forever.jgn nakal2 yer.you know where to find me if you miss me rite?

happy holiday everyone! ;)

p/s: kite tgk kesan HERBAL LIFE terhadap mereka yg jd bhn experiment selps 2 bln.heeeeeee~

rahsia perempuan

2009-05-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

today i want to revealed one of girls' biggest secret. not often talk in public but what the heck rite? kite kn da betamadun skang. act, its not that biggie bt i'd like to talk about pre-menstrual-syndrome (PMS).

mcm yg kite da tw dr mag or maybe dari subjek biology, perempuan (90%) of us akan mengalami sindrom ni or some people may called it 'dtg bulan' (oh,i hate when they called it like that,so much! from now on,PMS please!). sindrom ni yg disbbkn oleh perubahan n ketidakstabilan hormon estrogen n progesteron menyebabkn seseorang perempuan itu mengalami perubahan perasaan yg mendadak (mood swing).

truth to be told, during this mood swing time, kami akan kdg2 rse mrh,sedih, celaru or happy dgn tbe2. fyi,this feeling cant be control. contohnyer, br td gelak2 tbe2 terus angin satu bdn without a reason. selalunyer, time PMS we girls tend to be really2 sensitive. bende bsr zarah pon boleh jd issue. maybe thats why Allah letak kuasa talak kt lelaki, klu x smpi talak 300 pon perempuan boleh jthkn. ak bkn nk bephk kt lelaki, but thats the truth. girls cant think straight during PMS. klu wt decision, more emotion than rasional. but during PMS je k? jgn slh anggap pulak ye.

some guys, bile kami perempuan membebel sket mesti ckp "ish,dtg bulan la tuh". c'mon la,xkn ktorg xwaras 365 hari sethn. sometimes we bable because we care. please dont get us wrong.

sesetengah perempuan boleh kwl emosi mereka time PMS, tp for others dorg rase je bole control pdhl x boleh.so my advice is, if you feel like you cant think straight, being so paranoid like everyone is laughing at you or maybe you feel like killing someone, you better stay in your room and calm yourself (like i'm doing rite now..huhu).dont be shy to admit that you are having PMS.its normal,really.if you dont want other people,esp your close ones to get offended because you may say something bad or hurt their feelings, then let them know:

"i think i'm having a bad mood swing rite now"

hopefully they'll get it.

die punyer swing mmg hebat, kejap rase happy gelak2 xlame lps tuh rase mrh sgt. xpn rse sedih yg teramat sgt walaupun time tu tgh tgk cite Die Hard.kdg2 xde pe2 pn boley nanges xpon klu pensil ilang boleh amuk satu kmpng.but like i say, we cant control it.

wahai lelaki, mengertilah kami perempuan bukan sengaje atau cube untuk x kawal perasaan ni, tp sememangnyer x mampu. jgn risau xlame pon PMS ni, slalunyer smggu jek and depends, de yg dpt b4 menstrual,during or after.

look on the bright side, nilah yg membezakn kite ngan robot, sbb walaupon ktorg sedih,mrh atau murung, tu membuktikn wujudnyer perasaan kt manusia ni berbanding robot atau mesin.

hugs n kisses..

clean and clear

2009-05-01T16:53:00.000+08:00

i just got back from sending my car to carwash and tadaaaa! my baby look sparkling.huhu~
da bape lame la plak ak x bsh kete ak tuh smpi kepam la dy.time dy vacuum td, i'm so worried that my 'collected' super-lot (i just invented that word ;p) dust would damage their vacuum cleaner. haha..

oh,have i mentioned about last nite thingy?? me and (guess who are these people k?) cinderella, sleeping beauty, rapunzel and beauty & the beast went out to stuff our stomach till we were fully bloated. tapi tade la mkn smpi pengsan2, dramatic je ayt td tuh. it was really fun. da lme ak x kuar ngan dorg. since i'm with king, i spend more of my time with him instead of my friends. semlm dy x ikt, so kitorg jadi gile la jap. it was so much fun..(dont get me wrong,i still love u yer yang)..heeeee..

semlm paper process control. bkk 1st page, along da nk wt dy nyer 'so-called dramatic "alhamdulillah" act'.hehe..bt then, when i went through the next pages *sighs*. teserlah ketidak-readyan ak. paper2 seblm ni,3 jam tu cm xcukop je. rse cm nk je g kt dpn stopkn jam tu jap. bt with this paper, i cn linger, pndg sne pndng cnie. bt i answered all of the question.the funny part is, sepjg 3 jam tuh lagu tema dlm pale hotak ak lg nobody. seriously!. original version and royal pirates version.sket2 je "i want nobody, nobody but you" xsmpi 10 saat pastu "i want nobody, nobody but you".even i dont understand the korean part, bt yesterday it was like a song keep on playing in my head. klu agknyer ak de matt parkman nyer ability,mesti mcm2 lagu ak ley dgr dlm pale dorg yg nga wt exam tu kn? erm..lemme guest, cikun mesti ngan lg hindustan dy, alang confirm lg love story tuh, along msti lg hujan, ami?? undefine..tp klu ak ley nmpk ak tw gmbr spe in her mind..opppssss! hehehe..

before i forgot,i've just finished watching heroes volume 4. cant wait for the next volume since tracy strauss is the next villain. she'll be this evil water-turn-to-human that kill people by drowning them. interesting rite? and nathan, i mean sylar-turn-to-nathan, i guest sylar will get his memory back and turn into his old body. he didnt really dead rite? to me, sylar is such a smartass maniac. he knows what he want.erm, and i wonder what happen to micah aka rebel? bet he's gonna be the true hero. dlm cite pe2 pn,hero kn kne klh dl.huhu..

hugs n kisses..

down

2009-04-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

ak tataw npe ak rse down sgt skang nih
klu ade tmpt yg lg rndh dr tanah
rendah lg smgt ak skang nih
ish
ni lah yg plg ak rso bile time nk exam
sblm ni mood stdy thp max
tbe2
after wt had happened
mood trs jd zero
then i sleep
igtkn ble bgn fresh sket
rpenyer lg mengong adela
tulah
org tue2 da psn jgn tdo lps asar
kang jd gile
bt i really2 need that sleep
its my only escape from reality

bgn2 je tgk melambak msg
lg serabot pale
bce sket
mls nk bce
mcm fake je ayt dy
lps shower
ak tbe2 rse semcm
mcm hopeless
down sgt
undefine nyer feeling
yg ak tw ak rse lemah sgt
lemau sgt
pale brt
kaki mcm xbetulang
mulut cm kne seal

ak trs kol along
since she's my guardian angel
klu ak kol mak t dy rso lak
rse lege sket dgr sore dy

"adek ok x ni?"

ni soklan maut.rse nk bederai je airmata dgr dy tny cmtu.nsb bek dpt thn. i lied.

"adek ok.tp rso nk exam sok.paper ssh.pale da cramp." act, i dont even know my feelings rite now.

"adek rht la.mkn ea.klu da taley msk jgn pakse tw" tngnyer ak dgr dy ckp cmtu.

bt again, dy tny soklan yg ak hrp sgt dy x tny

"adek gaduh ngan king ke?"

ak jwb "xdela" my biggest lie!

time mkn ak rse kelat je food tuh
ak tgk org len beselera mkn
klu ak x abes kang cm spoil mood dorg
tape
telan gak
da lame xmkn rmi2 cmtu
tp ak rse cm tade kt c2 je
melayang2 je otak nih
ak plan nk mkn byk mlm ni
let the food take my pain away
mcm2 ak bli
tp mke ak x pndi sorok
smpi abg bege tu pn takot ngan ak
bencila cmtu
bknnyer ak mrh kt dy pn
ak tataw pe ak rse

esok paper biochem
ak xready
tp da 80% stdy
honestly
mlm ni ak da lupe byk kot
teigt acik ckp
"jgn biar emosi control kite,kite control emosi"
tp klu hati kne carik-carik cmne cikun?

stress can fatten you up

2009-04-25T18:45:00.000+08:00

here are some tips on how to reduce stress:

Eliminate caffeine.
Participate in regular physical activity.
Increase you rest and relaxation.
Get a hobby!
Reduce alcohol consumption.
Eat more fresh fruits and vegetables.
Avoid sugar and processed foods.
Vary your routine.
Try looking on the brighter side.
Laugh!
Don’t take on too much - learn to just say no!
Do one thing at a time, and do it well.
Take care of problems and tasks immediately.
Talk out your problems with family and friends.
Simplify.

br abes stdy biochem..pening gak la pale.lari2 mate ak bce ayat byk2 tuh. huhu~
neway, since now is the exam season, hope that tips can help us out, and seriously stress can really fatten you up..

hugs n kisses..