love expired date

well, everything must have an expiring date right? from the thing that we eat till the thing that felt deep in our heart. the obvious difference is the food is about to expired we can see it clearly, if the fungus thingy have appeared then just toss it out. but how about love? what about it right? love never have a bar code that stated when it should be toss out, but it still have an expired date. like i said before, everything does.

so, how do we know if our so-called true love is about to expired? how to know if the magic love sparks are not that magical anymore. they say, when you are in love, reality is way better than dreams, but i'm starting to feel that dreams are more comforting than reality. reality sucks!

maybe this is what happen when some people expect more and the other expect less. communication is just a waste of time or sometimes silence speaks louder that the words itself. no more goosebumps when it touches, no more sparkle in the eyes. close but yet so far away. beware when you feel sick and tired listening to love song. when love stories suddenly feel so unreal. damn! i hate that feeling.

it hurts so much when you are not the one that make him happy. when he needs to turn to his so-called buddies and his beloved games. you might feel rejected, useless and yes sometimes like a ugly-ass-useless-bitch. rubberband theory?? Fuck it! wanna hear my theory? all men have double personality, like a twin. one day, he's good and charming and you may feel like the world revolved around you, but other days, his evil twin, will make you sleep with tears in your eyes. and the next day, you need to wear eyeliner just to cover your ugly eyes.damn!

deadly envy

some people were just born with whole bunch of luck
dont have to do much
sit back and relax,luck will role down to their feet
happiness never left their side
everything they touch will turn to gold
never have to suffer never have to struggle
because the world is revolved around them

but for some people
more like me
where my every path will have obstacle
where happiness will only come after misery
the only look taste like pathetic and empathy


but i still believe in you, GOD
i know you have something better for me at the end of the road
i know my sun will shine but not now

these are just the punishments for all my sins

blur

six words:

I DONT WANT TO GO BACK!

paling cair bila..

bila makhluk ini memandang tepat ke anak mata aku,
gugur segala ego!

cik meow, u r killing me with ur eyes...sooooo cute!

caaakkkk!

p/s: for the new kitten in my house, welcome! dante memang kuat jeles n garang ;)

hugs n kisses..

kamu comey bila mamai

"syg syory tedte+..syg tdo..syg kt ne d n-"

ske sgt bile dia sms time mamai..soooo sweeeeettt...

p/s: memang x fhm pe yang kamu nk taip sebnrnye..tapi sgt suke..hik3..

mana lagi best ea?

okay, arini hari last untuk mggu ke-21, maknanya ada lagi 3 minggu je lagi l.i.macam-macam rasa sekarang, x sabar, sedih, malas, nervous, sume ada..pendek kata dah memang macam rojak campur la, (tiba-tiba teringin nak makan rojak..ishh,,memang dasar pelahap betol la aku nih..huhu).tapi dorang cakap pasembor penang sedap, menu wajib try ni..tunggu la wahai pasembor, i'll eat n digest u..wahahaha..*evil laugh*


okeyh2, sebenarnya arini aku nak wat comparison antara time praktikal or time blaja, mana lagi syok. kita tengok satu2 dulu ea. yang syok time study, kawan sekepale sentiase ade, asal nk wat keje jahat, or x seberape nak jahat, kwn sentiase ade. ada di sekeliling orang yang sebaye yakni yang sekepale sangatla best sebab u can be urself all the time. be stupid, be nasty or even nak comot2 pon tape. tapi, cube la wt perangai tu skang kat tempat keje (perasan dah keje la ni..hehe), wat mengong2 sket, they'll give you the how-much-more-stupid-can-you-be look. rimas gak la. hasilnya? tercipta la perangai bajet da besar,cakap nak macam org besar, pakai ala2 org da keje, klu gelak? cover weyh kang kene cop gile lak..heeee~ tunggu la sem depan, tanduk kt kepale ni akan mencanak2 kuar, da siap asah da ni...*muke siyes nakal*

pe yang syok lagi time study? ni yang paling ak x sabar2 nak wat, klu time study kelas hari2 slalunya x same waktu nya. sehari sejam je pon ade, tapi yang paling la nikmat bila kelas start lambat, dalam kol 12 cenggitu, memang masyuk. tapi bila da praktikal, jangan harap la ea nak bangun kol 9 cmtu, hari2 constant. bangun kol 6 lebeyh, mamai2 je rasa g keje, bila da sampai mula la menguap macam badak, siyes klu bakal mak mertue nampak, terus cancel wat menantu tw, rasenye badak jantan pon x tergode..huhuhu..



okay2, yang best pasal praktikal lak ea. yang terpaling super-duper best pasal praktikal ialah, tayah nak serabut2 kepale pasal lab report, assignment, test or even final exam. heaven on earth! macam sekarang ni, dak2 universiti len sume nga pulun, perah otak tok study. sampai berasap la pale, agaknyer kolej yang terbakar kat upm tu sebab otak dak tu da overload kot, hik3..(kuar da teori kurang waras ;P) nikmat je rase tengok adek2 junior & senior sebok ngan exam, kiteorg lak begolek sane sini keseronokan, enjoy la sekarang, sem depan turn ko lak tim,padan muke hang! hehe..



reason best seterusnye ni depends kat company mane yang kita praktikal yakni ELAUN! cash baby! alhamdulillah aku dapat company yang x seberape nak kedekut, mule2 x kesah sgt pon pasal elaun, asl dapat tempat praktikal pon da besyukur. sebelum ni xheran sgt klu time orang dapat gaji, tapi sekarang heran. da pandai da tanda 26hb kat kalender, orang len x sabar2 nak gaji, aku pon sebok2 gak la nak excited nak dapat gaji, padahal duit bulan lepas banyak je lagi, al maklumla dok ngan mak n abah, makan free, tu yang anak dia ni makin sehat n kuat. cukup zat n kasih sayang..hehehe..tapi memang best the rush of waiting for the salary. poyo je, elaun baru 500 da excited cenggini,klu da keje betol2 nanti maunyer ak melompat2 depan mesin atm everytime dapat gaji..weeheee...


hugs n kisses..

girl's dictionary

this one is especially for you guys out there. yes, we girls never meant what we say. so here's a few tips for you


dont! = yes!

i hate you = i love you, but i miss the old you

dont call me ever again = call me please cause i know i'll be missing you, i'll be waiting for your call

i'm leaving you for someone else = please do something for our relationship cause i really love you

i'm better off without you = i need you each and every second

leave me alone! = dont go, please. stay with me. i need you

i dont wanna see you = if only i can fly to you rite now

i think we're better off friends(breaking up) = i love you so much, i really hope you'd say 'baby i'm sorry, please dont leave'


p/s : yup, maybe girls are complicated, but thats the reason why you guys love us aite?

hug n kisses...