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ak tataw npe ak rse down sgt skang nih
klu ade tmpt yg lg rndh dr tanah
rendah lg smgt ak skang nih
ish
ni lah yg plg ak rso bile time nk exam
sblm ni mood stdy thp max
tbe2
after wt had happened
mood trs jd zero
then i sleep
igtkn ble bgn fresh sket
rpenyer lg mengong adela
tulah
org tue2 da psn jgn tdo lps asar
kang jd gile
bt i really2 need that sleep
its my only escape from reality

bgn2 je tgk melambak msg
lg serabot pale
bce sket
mls nk bce
mcm fake je ayt dy
lps shower
ak tbe2 rse semcm
mcm hopeless
down sgt
undefine nyer feeling
yg ak tw ak rse lemah sgt
lemau sgt
pale brt
kaki mcm xbetulang
mulut cm kne seal

ak trs kol along
since she's my guardian angel
klu ak kol mak t dy rso lak
rse lege sket dgr sore dy

"adek ok x ni?"

ni soklan maut.rse nk bederai je airmata dgr dy tny cmtu.nsb bek dpt thn. i lied.

"adek ok.tp rso nk exam sok.paper ssh.pale da cramp." act, i dont even know my feelings rite now.

"adek rht la.mkn ea.klu da taley msk jgn pakse tw" tngnyer ak dgr dy ckp cmtu.

bt again, dy tny soklan yg ak hrp sgt dy x tny

"adek gaduh ngan king ke?"

ak jwb "xdela" my biggest lie!

time mkn ak rse kelat je food tuh
ak tgk org len beselera mkn
klu ak x abes kang cm spoil mood dorg
tape
telan gak
da lame xmkn rmi2 cmtu
tp ak rse cm tade kt c2 je
melayang2 je otak nih
ak plan nk mkn byk mlm ni
let the food take my pain away
mcm2 ak bli
tp mke ak x pndi sorok
smpi abg bege tu pn takot ngan ak
bencila cmtu
bknnyer ak mrh kt dy pn
ak tataw pe ak rse

esok paper biochem
ak xready
tp da 80% stdy
honestly
mlm ni ak da lupe byk kot
teigt acik ckp
"jgn biar emosi control kite,kite control emosi"
tp klu hati kne carik-carik cmne cikun?