Bold what applies to you!

• I am a male.
• I am a girl.
• I am shorter than 5’4.
• I think I’m ugly.
• I have many scars.
• I tan easily.
• I wish my hair was a different color.
• I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
• I have a tattoo.
• I am self-conscious about my appearance.
• I’ve had braces.
• I wear glasses. (or contact lenses)
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
• I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
• I have more than 2 piercings.
• I have piercing in places besides my ears.
• I have freckles.
• I’ve sworn at my parents.
• I’ve run away from home.
• I’ve been kicked out of the house.
• I have a sibling less than one year old.
• I want to have kids someday.
• I’m in school.
• I’ve lost a child.
• I have a job.
• I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
• I almost always do/did my homework.
• I’ve missed a week or more of school.
• I failed more than 1 class last year.
• I’ve stolen something from my job.
• I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
• Disney movies still make me cry.
• I’ve peed from laughing.
• I’ve snorted while laughing
• I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
• I’ve glued my hand to something.
• I’ve had my pants rip in public
• I was born with a disease/impairment.
• I’ve broken a bone.
• I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
• I’ve had my tonsils removed.
• I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
• I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
• I had a serious surgery.
• I’ve had chicken pox.
• I’ve had measles.
• I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
• I’ve been on a plane.
• I’ve been to Canada.
• I’ve been to Mexico.
• I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
• I’ve been to Japan.
• I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
• I’ve been to Europe
• I’ve been to Africa.
• I’ve gotten lost in my city.
• I’ve seen a shooting star.
• I’ve wished on a shooting star.
• I’ve seen a meteor shower.
• I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
• I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
• I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
• I’ve been to a casino.
• I’ve been skydiving.
• I’ve gone skinny dipping.
• I’ve played spin the bottle.
• I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
• I’ve crashed a car.
• I’ve been skiing.
• I’ve been in a play.
• I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
• I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
• I’ve seen the Northern lights.
• I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
• I’ve played chicken.
• I’ve played a prank on someone.
• I’ve ridden in a taxi.
• I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
• I’ve eaten sushi.
• I’ve been snowboarding.
• I’m single.
• I’m in a relationship. ♥
• I’m engaged.
• I’m married.
• I’ve gone on a blind date.
• I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
• I miss someone right now.
• I have a fear of abandonment.
• I’ve gotten divorced.
• I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
• I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
• I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
• I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
• I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
• I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
• I am a cuddler.
• I’ve been kissed in the rain.
• I’ve hugged a stranger.
• I have kissed a stranger.
• I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
• I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
• I’ve sneaked out of my house.
• I am keeping a secret from the world.
• I’ve cheated while playing a game.
• I’ve cheated on a test.
• I’ve run a red light.
• I’ve been suspended from school
• I’ve witnessed a crime.
• I’ve been in a fist fight.
• I’ve been arrested.
• I’ve passed out from drinking.
• I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
• I’ve smoked.
• I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
• I’ve eaten mushrooms.
• I’ve popped E.
• I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
• I’ve done hard drugs.
• I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
• I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
• I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
• I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
• I shut others out when I’m depressed.
• I take anti-depressants.
• I have been anorexic or bulimic.
• I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
• I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
• I’ve woken up crying.
• I’m afraid of dying.
• I hate funerals.
• I’ve seen someone dying.
• Someone close to me has committed suicide.
• I’ve planned my own suicide.
• I’ve attempted suicide.
• I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
• I own over 5 rap CDs.
• I own an iPod or MP3 player.
• I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
• I own something from Hot Topic.
• I own something from Pac Sun.
• I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
• I collect comic books.

Bold what applies to you!

• I am a male.
• I am a girl.
• I am shorter than 5’4.
• I think I’m ugly.
• I have many scars.
• I tan easily.
• I wish my hair was a different color.
• I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
• I have a tattoo.
• I am self-conscious about my appearance.
• I’ve had braces.
• I wear glasses. (or contact lenses)
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
• I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
• I have more than 2 piercings.
• I have piercing in places besides my ears.
• I have freckles.
• I’ve sworn at my parents.
• I’ve run away from home.
• I’ve been kicked out of the house.
• I have a sibling less than one year old.
• I want to have kids someday.
• I’m in school.
• I’ve lost a child.
• I have a job.
• I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
• I almost always do/did my homework.
• I’ve missed a week or more of school.
• I failed more than 1 class last year.
• I’ve stolen something from my job.
• I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
• Disney movies still make me cry.
• I’ve peed from laughing.
• I’ve snorted while laughing
• I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
• I’ve glued my hand to something.
• I’ve had my pants rip in public
• I was born with a disease/impairment.
• I’ve broken a bone.
• I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
• I’ve had my tonsils removed.
• I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
• I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
• I had a serious surgery.
• I’ve had chicken pox.
• I’ve had measles.
• I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
• I’ve been on a plane.
• I’ve been to Canada.
• I’ve been to Mexico.
• I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
• I’ve been to Japan.
• I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
• I’ve been to Europe
• I’ve been to Africa.
• I’ve gotten lost in my city.
• I’ve seen a shooting star.
• I’ve wished on a shooting star.
• I’ve seen a meteor shower.
• I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
• I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
• I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
• I’ve been to a casino.
• I’ve been skydiving.
• I’ve gone skinny dipping.
• I’ve played spin the bottle.
• I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
• I’ve crashed a car.
• I’ve been skiing.
• I’ve been in a play.
• I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
• I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
• I’ve seen the Northern lights.
• I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
• I’ve played chicken.
• I’ve played a prank on someone.
• I’ve ridden in a taxi.
• I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
• I’ve eaten sushi.
• I’ve been snowboarding.
• I’m single.
• I’m in a relationship. ♥
• I’m engaged.
• I’m married.
• I’ve gone on a blind date.
• I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
• I miss someone right now.
• I have a fear of abandonment.
• I’ve gotten divorced.
• I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
• I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
• I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
• I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
• I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
• I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
• I am a cuddler.
• I’ve been kissed in the rain.
• I’ve hugged a stranger.
• I have kissed a stranger.
• I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
• I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
• I’ve sneaked out of my house.
• I am keeping a secret from the world.
• I’ve cheated while playing a game.
• I’ve cheated on a test.
• I’ve run a red light.
• I’ve been suspended from school
• I’ve witnessed a crime.
• I’ve been in a fist fight.
• I’ve been arrested.
• I’ve passed out from drinking.
• I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
• I’ve smoked.
• I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
• I’ve eaten mushrooms.
• I’ve popped E.
• I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
• I’ve done hard drugs.
• I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
• I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
• I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
• I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
• I shut others out when I’m depressed.
• I take anti-depressants.
• I have been anorexic or bulimic.
• I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
• I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
• I’ve woken up crying.
• I’m afraid of dying.
• I hate funerals.
• I’ve seen someone dying.
• Someone close to me has committed suicide.
• I’ve planned my own suicide.
• I’ve attempted suicide.
• I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
• I own over 5 rap CDs.
• I own an iPod or MP3 player.
• I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
• I own something from Hot Topic.
• I own something from Pac Sun.
• I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
• I collect comic books.

cinta 36 purnama

July, 2007

Perlis

Nervous, i didnt know what to expect. that was the first time i step into university. With hopes

of becoming an engineer, something that i have been secretly passion about. love? boyfriend?

never occured in my mind. the only thing i wanted to do was having fun with my new friends and of course held a degree in my bare hands.

Tapi Allah lagi mengetahui. Maha mengetahui. walaupun aku dah merancang dengan baik, menyangka rancangan aku yang terbaik tapi Dia tetap temukan aku dengan dia. Tempat pertama jumpa? Bilik komputer Dragon. Selalu orang kata first time jumpa mesti ada sparks la, apa la, tapi aku x rasa apa2 pon. biasa je, cuma yang ak ingat dia rajin senyum, ala2 renyih, and i was really friendly. time tu sebok nak pilih Suksis ke Gamelan? ak mestila nak gamelan, tamola uniform2 ni ngan kawad2 sume tu, time kaseh jela ye. and yes, dia pon pilih gamelan. Honestly, boleh rasa jugak la yang dia nak flirt, tapi time tu my heart was with someone else, MR.WRONG! i was mean to him, really mean! i literally, make every single thing a spark to had a fight with him. i love having fight with him caused i knew he would never go.

he was never my type, he was everything opposite of what i have been searching in a man. he was not a sport guy, he love video game (i considered that as a freak), sikat rambut pon skema and bla bla bla..mmg gedik memilih time tu. but one thing i loved about him was he played a guitar, really well. plus, he's smart! well, time tu, itu jela bonus untuk dia..duhhhh..

the more i hurt him, the more he's close to me and the more i enjoyed hurting him more and more and more! yup, i was mean! and stupid!

21 August, 2007

Pizza hut

Kangar, Perlis

it was my birthday. my bf did not even bother wishing or even ask me out for dinner and i still love him. stupid!

Dia yang ajak keluar makan. makan pizza, rasa hati time tu membara je ngan bf tp da orang nak belanja, ikut je. i remember him eating tobasco. euwwwwwwwwwwwwww... busuk! tp best, enjoy sangat, and on that day he bought a guitar that we named piko.

Early 2008

Perlis

Tugas2 dia

• buatkan assignment
• Buatkan projek computer programming
• oleh kerana dia pandai, so before exam dia yang kene bertungkus lumus study so that dia kene tolong bagi tiru..see, i told you i was mean!
• Belikan makanan, orderkan makanan.
• Belikan barang2
• bagi pinjam hardisk (siap buat harta sendiri)
• kalau ada kelas, dia kene datang awal, sbb nak jagakan tempat for me and my friends.
• do everything, anything that i asked.
• tugas paling utama ialah, sabar je bila ak pangkah2 dy, like all the time!

Mid 2008

Jitra, Kedah

i went out with him to jitra for movie. marathon movies! sebenarnya malas sangat nak pergi time tu tapi sbb kesian kat dia, so i said yes. and disebabkan oleh my kegedikan, i insists of him driving a car,instead of taking a bus. padahal, boleh je ak naik bus, macam xpernah pulak, but i love making him sengsara! dia cari2 kereta, last2 pinjam dari GOne.

tengok cite Hellboy 2, Doomsday dengan Journey to the center of the earth. hebat x, ingat sume tajuk tu. =p lepas tengok movie sume, ktorg pegi secret recipe where i wanted to surprise him with a late birthday cake tapi last2 x jadi sbb dy perasan..cesss!

something strange happened lately. jealousy! ha, ak jeles? pehhhlissss..tapi tula yang terjadi. ak mula rase jeles bile dia bercakap2 or mesra dengan perempuan lain. ak rasa macam dia tu hak ak padahal ak dok torture dia. ntahla, rasa jeles sangat. dan dah mula rasa sunyi bila dia tade.

am i in love???

12 August 2008

Dragon

noon

i still remember when i accepted him. and yes, i love him!

hari ni, genap la 3 tahun kitorg together. byk ups and downs. ada suka ada duka, ada ketawa, nangis, bergaduh, drama! mmg ak la yg selalu buat perangai. tapi 1 benda yang x pernah berubah selama 3 tahun ni, i love him more and more each day!

kamu, dulu sy ada wt list 10 things i love about you kan? sekarang nak buat lagi, tapi kasi update sket =)

so now, 10 things i love, still love about you Raja Ahmad Izzat :

1. i love when you look at me and call me 'sayang'
2. i love when you said silly things and make jokes
3. i love when you sing to me before i sleep
4. i love wipe my tears away
5. i love when i have problems, and you'll say 'dont worry, everything will be alright'
6. i still love eating with you (rasa beselera je)
7. i love when you hold my hands firmly
8. i love when you make me blush
9. i love when look deep into my eyes and smile at me
10. i love, still love and always love the way you love me.

happy anniversary syg!

sy syg kamu sampai pluto!

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