Thursday, July 30, 2009

better than nothing

i cant believe bomax (so called 'it' place in kangar) is no longer provide wifi.WTF??? why now?
i really2 need it for li.


so, now i'm at kfc. on9 from there.btw, its better than nothing rite?

hugs n kisses..

Friday, July 24, 2009


I just finished watching the muv ‘he’s just not that into you’. Honestly, I don’t really know if its an old or new released movie but it definitely left something in my mind. The title it self sounds catchy right? I’m sure that most of you out has experienced the moment of being rejected. Personally, I’ve been there. It did painful but when you think back about it, you’ll eventually laugh. Believe me, you’ll wonder why on earth did you chase him, getting to know everything about him, stalked him and even imagine him as the prince in shining armor that someday will take you away.


What I’m trying to say is, everyone is trying so hard not to be rejected. Read every book that literally teach you how to read signs and body language. What he/she said if she likes you, what to do or not to do during your first date. I’m not against all this, in fact I read all those things too just to gain knowledge that cant never be learned at school. The more I read the more I realized how man and woman were build in total contradiction. Some says man are from mars and woman are from venus.hmm..


But man and woman had been trying to understand each other since like forever. Trying too hard to figure out how to satisfied the needs and wants of the other gender. Its like a puzzle that can never be solved, but the all the way of solving it is fun. The discoveries of body language and the suitable sentence in order to know the other gender is something amazing. If he sits like this what would that mean, if she doesn’t call you back what would that mean, all those things are so interesting to be observed.

Honestly, I quite know most of the signs due to readings and observing. Me and my girlfriends back at high school loves to experiment different kind of signals to diff guy to see if it works. In the end, in present I fell in love with someone I would never expect even in million years to be my lover. Love is there when you least expect it. My personal advice to those who is single out there, the more you try to chase and find love, the more it will go away from you. Stop and do nothing, love will eventually come to you. Those who have found love, hold onto it. He/she may or may not be the perfect person but accept him/her as the best gift god ever sent to you. Me myself, I don’t know if the one I’m with right now is the one who were made for me, I don’t know what my destiny is because destiny is something beyond human’s control. Accept what u have and love that person more than he/she loves you. Let ALLAH decide what is meant for you.

The ‘he’s just not that into you’ movie is really interesting. I’m not quite sure what you’ll think about it, everyone’s has their own opinion. Watching it I realized that, sometimes if you think that your perfect plan is the best thing for you, you might be wrong. If you think that being physically perfect will make you happy, you are wrong. And if you think you’ll never find the the right man then you’ll be the loneliest person in the world, wrong again. Happy ending is what you learn along the ruff and painful journey. Everything happened for a reason, so be thankful with what u got right now and you’ll definitely find your happy ending.

Thursday, July 23, 2009


whenever i think about industrial training (InTRA), it gives me BUTTERFLIES in my perot!


Friday, July 17, 2009


Ever wonder what is the real definition for ‘lonely’??

I guess everyone has their own definition for it

Orang lain selalu cakap


Kalau tinggal sorang2 bila orang lain buat hal masing2 tu la sunyi

Ade jugak yg ckp anak tunggal tu sunyi sbb tade adek beradik lain

Pernah x kite tgk

In the middle of a crowd

There’s a person doing his/her own thing

Some people might say

“mesti dy x ramai kwn, that’s why dy sorg2. kesian dy, mesti dy sunyi”

But how can we be so sure that person is lonely??

Pernah x kite terfikir yg maybe org yg suke bersendiri tu lg bahagie dr org yg sentiase dikelilingi ramai org

Yang sentiase

Ketawa , begurau senda, yang hidupnyer seakan-akan ditakdirkn utk jd senang sgt


Org yg hidupnyer x pernah sendiri tu lah yg plg sunyi

Tak percaye?

Gunela deria mate untuk melihat dan hati untuk merase



Same je maksudnyer

Same je rasenyer

Same je situasinyer

Tapi kn

Lagi kite cube smpikan ape yg kite rase

Xkn smpi

Sbb ade je dpn mate

Tp jauh beribu batu kt hati

Makin lame makin jauh

Makin lame makin pudar

Makan hati

Pujuk lg

Pujuk dan pujuk


Mungkin yg jauh tu dpt didekatkn

Atau mungkin yg jauh tu akan terus hilang

Bukak mate

Bukak hati

Sedarla byk lg bende dan org yg kite masih ade

Hugs n kisses..

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

lelaki ini

His name is Zaid
my Super-Cute nephew
Anta miss you so much!

Monday, July 13, 2009


i'm still half awake, hungry and the sweet smell of my coffee makes me evenmore hungry. an apple danish would be great right now.huhu~ ok people, i finally updated my blog. no clues of what i'm gonna write,nada!. let start with what i've been doing dis past months that i totally ignore my blog.

last sememster break, me and my mom (and of course some of her friends) went on holiday to bahrain and turkey. initially, i dont even know where the heck is turkey, and the worse part is i didnt know if bahrain was a country or a state. dumb me! ;) only a few days before the departure, i took the world map and tried to find those two countries. OMG! turkey is one of the countries at mediterranien sea. since form3, i really2 wanted (like dying!) to go to any country at mediterranien sea as they have the best weather compared to other part of the world. not too hot,not too cold and the kind of weather that make u remember and feel all the good times in your life. heaven on earth. hell yeah i was excited! ok2, long story short, i first went to bahrain. the moment i step at the terminal, i was confuse "am i at bahrain or kangar cos this place is freaking hot!" dry, hot and dusty. oh oh, before i forgot bahrain is very near to dubai, so as the plane pass through dubai, i could see the beautiful yet rapid-growing city of dubai. all those palm island,so amazing! again, when i walked around bahrain,looking around i was confuse again. this time either i landed in bahrain or india (maybe bangladesh or nepal???) . i dont know if the Indians have move to bahrain because look like they have take over the whole Bahrain .

i stayed 2 days at bahrain and off to turkey. the cool and refreshing wind touched my skin onced i step out of antarturk international airport. that time was almost the end of spring season, , but lucky me the flower still bloom beautifully and even the tourist guide(i already forgot his name) said if we came a bit earlier the weather would be colder than now. Anyhow,alhamdullilah (better than nothing rite?). It took about 8 days to travel half part of turkey. Most of the time we were on the bus. From Istanbul, we went to Konya, Capadocia, Ankara, Busra and back to Istanbul again. The journey from one city to another took about 8 hours. Damn tiring but it was all worth it. The sceneries were so beautiful it couldn’t be described by words. Seeing is only believing. My personal favourite place was Suphan Otopark in Istanbul. It was located at the top of a hill facing the fascinating bridge connecting the Europe and Asian part of turkey. It is said that during old times, newly wed couple or couples in love would come to that place, sit there watching the breathtaking view while feeling so much in love with each other. In present word we called it the ‘hottest date spot’. Suphan park is the most romantic place I’ve ever been, surrounded by red roses, daisies and tulips I secretly pray that I could go there again, and perhaps with the person I love most. Btw, I’ve watched belly dance and it was so seductive yet so ‘vibrating’. It definitely gave a new meaning to sexy. huhu~

Thursday, July 9, 2009


along : adek,da besarang da blog ko ni..update pat!

cikun : ya allah! 2 bln lepas????

wah..malehnyer den..huhu..i'll update soon..damn sleepy..


there goes my cell and yup dats him ;)

sweet dreams everyone!

buenos noches!

hugs n kisses..