reality : deal with it!

"I think some people are born fucked up.
and I think some people just wish they know everything about you and then stab you silently."

taken from : http://alostdiaries.blogspot.com/

Euuuuwwww!

aku cm nk pecah pale study safety n loss prevention ni. sumbat selagi boleyh sumbat. stdy kt library, sebab klu kt umah byk sgt dugaan. dr katil sampailah nk maen ngan si kucing kecik tomey tuh.


dari pagi td ok jek, tinggal 2 chap je lg pastu abes cover. tapi tibe2 bile ade gangguan ni yg benci amat2 nih. ni ha, meja sblh ak nih, ade la sorang amoi nih, dr td dy webcam bf dy. selalunyerla kn, klu org nga webcam nih mesti sorok2 kn? ni x, dy ngan bangge nyer bukak bsr2 pastu skrin dgn murah hatinyer tunjuk kt sume org. for sure la meja sblh dy (yakni ak ngan king la) yg nmpk plg clear. soooooooo annoying! yg plg2 geli nyer, so-called bf dy tuh topless! cmne ak tw? ak nmpk la! sgt2 obvious kot. euuuuuuuuuwwwwwwwww! maybe dy igt spe2 yg tgk tuh akan jeles ngan ketidak'ensem'an bf dy tuh kot.



*ak nga tls ni pn ade mamat jln tepi ni pon wt muke pelik ngan minah tuh*



ha, td pn dak nih kuar jap,g mkn kot, tp dy biar je webcam je on. so sume org ley tgk muke bf dy terpapar ngan banggenyer kt lappy dy tuh. ak yg dok sblh ni rse geli jek. cm dy usha ak jek,pdhal ak tatw pn dy tgk pe, tp ak geli!

p/s : meremang bulu roma ak bile pndng tepi!

nk mandi,tp air tade

geram sangat! dah seminggu lebih air tade.ade tu ade,tp memang x ikhlas.kejap besar, kejap lagi hilang terus.dahla unpredictable bila ade air bile tade.nak mandi pn kene pk dl,perlu ke x,padahal kt umah sendiri tuh. yang paling panas klu kite nga syok2 mandi, tibe-tibe air dy kecik nak mampos.bak kate cikun 'air kencing ak lg laju'..huhu..

klu nk basuh baju mmg kirim salam la, sebab xtw bile ade air bile tade, pastu klu basuh belom tentu kering lg. penyelesaian = dobi!. tapi ak sure nyer timbunan bukit baju ak ni mahunyer sampai 7kg! sebelum ni boleh predict lg, pkl bape ade air,besenyer pg ade,tgh ari tade, pastu mlm baru ade blk. skang ni memang air tu ske hati dy je nk ade ke tade.

keadaan air?? boleh tapis gune tapis santan mak kt umh tuh..siyes klu biar air tu seharian, tgk la nanti dsr dy yang macam air teh o,tp x gune uncang.gune serbok yg tahap ley tercekik nyer la..heee~ memang air kt perlis ni sangat byk ngan sulfur ngan kapur, tp pe gune JPS klu benda ni pun taley nk treat (actually projek-i ktorg psl nk treat air kt perlis ni lah,tp semoge la ye) ;p





ak sendiri x fhm kenape bley ade mslh air kt negeri yang cinonet nih. klu jd kt pahang ke,sarawak ke ak fhm la sebab negeri dorang mmg bsr. tp perlis yg same bsr je ngan daerah petaling ni pn ley jd mslah air. empangan? ade je dlm negeri sendiri tuh. maybe tempat len dlm perlis ni tade problem air, tapi nape kolej ktorg je yang kene? to be specific, nape w.ulu jek? c'mon la,bknnyer ktorg dtg melenggang je blajar kt cnie, byr yuran gak tw. ni skang ak br 21 thn, utang dah belasan ribu, nsb bek ak amek tok yuran jek, klu x lg nanges..hehe.. ade org kate pump yg gune tok supply air ke KKG up sgt smpi ktorg sedot skali air2 kt kampung dkt2 ni sbb tuh dorg komplain n sebab tuh ktorg x mandi! logik x? mcm logik tp nape developer taman terinai 2 aka KKG ni x kire dl bpe byk air yg akan digunakan? bpe blok dorg akan wt? bpe org yg di estimate akan duduk kt cnie? bpe byk plak air yg akan digunakan utk 1 umah? dorg x calculate ke sume tuh? xkn dorg estimate 1 umh sorang je duduk kot? gilo apo?

sekarang ni 1 umah 6 org, klu yg kt KTP tu ak tataw bpe org 1 umah. br 6 org,same la cm sepasang suami isteri ngan 4 orang anak. 4 org je kot, takan dorg estimate 1 family akan ade 4 org anak jek,klu family yg bsr kne bli 2 umh la cmtu ea? hahaha..klu developer tu calculate and estimate btl2,xkan ade istilah 'JKR x mampu nk supply air'. please dong, jgn la wt ktorg cmni lg.nsb bek ade lg bpe mggu je kt cnie then off to l.i.

p/s : ak x breakfast lagi. bile lapa,byk jela yg akan dibebelkn..;)

syg i tak?

*sambil sengih2 yg mengalahkn kerang busuk*..syg i x? klu syg, belanje tgk cite nih

tgk iklan pon cm best kn?




look how sawan she is in this film? interesting!

tapi bile pk blk, dhla kt cnie yg plg dkt pn jitra mall and alor star je (both ade 4 theater jek-pathetic) , cm tade harapan je nk tgk cite nih. tapelah, kene study jela cmni. ;(

sometimes lab can be interesting

i'm blogging from biochemical lab..shhhhh..dont tell anyone.gosh,i'm so busted! huhu..neway, this bioreactor need us to wait for 10 minutes for every sample.so, from doing nothing (but day dream) , i decided to take my baby lappy accompany me in this lab. (since my real baby is outta town..huk3..)

this lab is freaking hot! i'm sweating..and sitting next to the hot water bath make me feel like i'm at some kind of jakuzzi..oohhh.. ;)

oh, before i forgot..i got safety presentation this afternoon.only me and nad with 41 slides and 2 lecs who look like they gonna eat us alive..hik3..kidding!

well, wish me luck k..

hugs n kisses!

p/s: i feel like pn hasyirah is eyeballing me from the table not far from me. and yes,she's in this lab. i'm so BUSTED!

x suke lame2 suke

2 kind of food that i hate before coming to unimap:
1-laksa
2- anything that have pulut in it

euwww....

but after staying here in kangar for almost a year, i have to say that i'm starting to fell in love with these food. before this, laksa taste like yuck and smell worst than my stinky socks.(i might exaggerate it too much) but i hate it! when i came here, they say that laksa here in perlis is the best. abah even say, it is not a complete tour around perlis not until you eat their laksa. i say "euww..". to make my tongue resist laksa evenmore is when some people claim that they used belot instead of fish. i swear to god i can puke my whole damn organ and everything in my stomach. but like they say, the more you hate it the more you actually love it.

when i went to pn.ku's open house recently, she prepared, my 'favourite' dish = laksa!
arghh..i told myself, too bad i didnt anything before coming here. kebulor gile babe!
but when i try it, OMG! sedap gile smpi menjilat lutut. i never knew laksa would be so much delicious if we eat it with soy sauce and shrimp paste. freaking delicious! with all those boiled egg, lemon, and i even ate the asam keping! five letters, S.E.D.A.P!

pulut? i hate the sticky taste when it is in your mouth. but here in northern part, the served ketupat palas instead of ketupat rebus. and i love it! ketupat palas with rendang daging, damn good!

p/s : asyik telan air liur je ;)

cinta mati

hai sahabatku, jangan pernah

melimpahkan kesalahanmu

pada semua yang kau anggap

merebut kekasih hatimu

mencuri pasangan jiwamu

dan sesungguhnya bila kamu

kehilangan cinta sejatimu

itu semua karna kamu

tak sungguh-sungguh pelihara

dan menjaga cinta matimu

cinta mati harus dijaga sampai mati

jangan sampai kelain hati

nanti jadinya patah hati

hati-hati menjaga hati

mata hati

by: mulan jameela

p/s : love this song!

syukur

after 3 months of waiting, finally i got it. not confirm officially written yet, but they accept me.

alhamdulillah..

setahun skali

lagi 7 jam nk nek bus balik umh. xsabar nk blk tp sgt malas nk packing. penyakit malas nk packing dan unpacking memang takan ilang.neway, sy Nurfatimah Mohd Thani nk mohon ampun dan maaf klu :

• TERsalah cakap
• TERmengumpat
  
• TERgossip
• TERtengking
• TERbuat muke cm nk pecah
• TER-PMS
• TERmoody
• TERsepak
• TERsepok
• TERjeling
• TERtiru assignment n report (even slalu wt...hehe)
• TERcubit
• TER-xreply msg
• TERlanggar
• TERsiku perot
• TERmerajok lame2 (ni utk kamu)
• TERpijak kasut
• TERconteng buku

and these are the things i wanna do during raya:

• nk blaja wt ketupat gak,da bpe kali fail buat.bile anyam2 nmpk cm ketupat yang kene lenyek lori.hehe..
• nk try sukekn diri ngan lemang even aku lg prefer ketupat.
• nk men bunge api ngan zaid
• nk mkn kueh raye puas2

• nk g jln raye byk2 sbb last year x puas jln

dan yang paling penting skali:

NAK MAKAN BANYAK2 SEBAB RAYA SETAHUN SEKALI JE. ;)

hugs n kisses..

i'm nervous

problem statement : tomorrow, my first interview EVER! it will be with Pharmaniaga Manufacturing Berhad

symptoms : -heart beating at the speed faster than F1 car
- Shacking
- Emotionally unstable
- when i'm nervous my body cant tell if i'm already full or not, so i eat like a pig
-i'm used to public speaking n debate bt interview is my biggest fear.

tim, calm down. take a deep breath. kwn2,doakn ak ye.

p/s : kak isha ckp maybe dorang kasi engineering problem. lagi cuak babe!

cinta versi II

"Seorang pencinta itu bukanlah orang yang mengharapkan timbalan atau menuntut balasan daripada orang yang dicintainya. Kerana orang yang mencintaimu adalah orang yang berkorban untukmu dan bkan orang yang engkau terpaksa berkorban untuknya."


kitab al-hikam
oleh
syeikh ibn athaillah al-sakandari

p/s:yes,sometimes i can be a very poetic person.

cinta

'Bulan tak bercahaya kalau tiada mentari. Biar bulan dan mentari terpisah kerana siang dan malam..cahaya mentari tetap sampai ke bulan'


Muka surat 169
L.U.V.E By Pingu Toha

gossip, marriage and death

girlfriends, not as in boyfriends girlfriends thingy but a really tight bonding between girls. i just finished watching sex and the city , and i really2 envy their relationship in that film.

ada org kate bile kawen je, bile masing-masing da bwk haluan sendiri, suami,family kerja sume, mane ade mase untuk girl talk sume nih. ade rasional gak statement tu sbb kite sendiri ley tgk ngan jelas most adults sekarang, bangun awal pagi siapkan breakfast untuk family (time tu la tibe2 suami x reti nk gosok baju sendiri padahal time sekolah dulu elok je buat sendiri), pastu cepat2 pegi keje. Cukop pukul 5, balik umh cepat2 bukak fridge n masak utk dinner lak. Malam confirmla da penat gile then tido la. and all those things ulang,ulang n ulang. Dengar pon letih kn? but thats the fact. aku kalo ley nk sgt2 tuka fact tuh. for me, bende tu tade dlm akta or mane2 kanun undang2, n btw klu ade pon rules are meant to be broken rite?

Aku tade la maksudkn nk ignore family and esp suami, tanak la smpi jadi isteri derhaka. tapi bile pk blk, Allah bg kite 24 jam sehari tanpa syarat cuma jgn sesekali lupakanNYA. practically i can spend those time doing whatever i want rite? walau kadang2 bende tu lari dari normal stereotaip yang selalu ditanam dlm kepale kite(terutama perempuan). No i'm not a rebel, tapi aku suka buat benda yang ak suke walaupun kekedang orang lain rase pelik. its my life, and i live once so i want to live my life to the fullest! heeeee~

Aku harap sgt my girls bonding akan kekal even lepas masing2 da ade family sendiri. Still nk g men basketball, jog ngan syazni, gossip ngan zuzue n perhaps g karaoke ngan bobob(jika memang masih-she got the best vocals) =).

Aku taw, mesti ade orang cakap "budak ni mmg x sdr yg die makin tue, bwk2 la bertaubat asyik nk enjoy n happy life je. face the adult life la". bagi ak age is only number, tade limit umur untuk buat sesuatu bende. hanya dalam pale hotak kite je kite rase makin tue makin limited bende yg ley buat. Mase ak g turkey dl, ak ske sgt tgk kwn2 mak ak dorg kumpul duit ramai2 then g jalan ramai,single. gelak ketawa sebijik cm dak2 sebaya kite ni. seronok sgt. ade sorg auntie ni ak ske sgt tgk dy, carefree sgt. tiap2 weekend g men bowling ngan anak die yang sebaye ak, then klu ade duit lebeh g jln2 ngan suami die. bak kate die, rukun jalan ade due je. 1-sihat,2-duit.

Aku sgt2 xsetuju ngan kenyataan bile da tue baru nk bertaubat. ak ni pon bukannyer baik sgt but i'm well aware that i dont know when i'm going to die. Org yg ckp cmtu dorg mmg confident habis ley hidup smpi tue. people, you never know when you are going to die except u've been sentenced to death or you got some cronic illnesses. Enjoy la, buat pe yang kite tepikir nk buat selagi kite sedar yang kite hanya hambaNYA.

hugs n kisses..

funny

its funny how people show how they feel.

Laughing - they are happy

Crying - they are sad

Smilling - bahagia

Blushing - when they meet the person they love or like

Muke cm nk pecah - angry

but how can we define this face : expressionless, xpndg, xckp???

my conclusion : Something that cant be described with words or maybe PMS ;) but if it was a guy, cmne ea??? ;)

p/s : nad, get well soon.

geng atap VS geng yokies

nah..its not about some thug fight or drug dealer clan but its more cuter and hotter than that. huhu~ Now, presenting...

GENG YOKIES!

look how round our face is..hik3..



this is our trademark..long live the yokies!

VS


GENG ATAP!

ooohhhh...i'm scared..hehe~


before the fight:


after a while:

i love those smile!

perut 'sound-sound'

i know i'm fasting right now, but i'm hungry!..Shhh..dont tell anyone. i really miss turkey's kebab rice. Damn delicious! Dont believe me? see for yourself

this is how they been served


ready? 1..2.....



tadaaa!

warning!
this food is super duper sedap and sgt2 mengenyangkn because you have to eat two naan-like bread, salad, really cute round rice and lots of chicken. before i forgot, if you noticed there's a red thingy like sambal, it taste like sambal belacan. seriously..argh, i wanna go back to turkey! Doraemon, give me your pintu suke hati!

p/s: kamu, jom buke kt istanbul. ;)

hugs n kisses..

cuak

ish
most of my friends da dpt tmpt LI
ak lom agy
risaunyer

p/s: tahniah ye kamu ;)

aku rindu

malam ni opening konvo. Dari aku first year, mesti mlm ni ak ngan along akan jd usher. Iring Dato n VIP. Tp mlm ni ak dtg pki jeans n tshirt je. No makeup at all. Ni sume sbb janji ngan abah. Adik pegang janji adik ngan abah tw. Rindunyer nk nari tok konvo. Rindu sgt2. Arghhh..

*restless*

p/s: sgt2 gelisah skang. Everything seems not right!

skinny

i got an email from my sis about this model. She used to be a lingerie model, but after years of bulimia and anorexia this is how she looked like in present.

Before

After

Get what i meant. ??

p/s: if your BMI is normal (21-25) pls love yourself. *i remind myself too*

BMI = weight in kg/ (height X height in meter)

night of the nights

tomorrow is me and king 1st anniversary, but he wanted to celebrate it tonite as tomorrow he'll be busy with the convo's opening. he insist me on going dinner with him. as if i dont want to go, saje je jual mahal..huhu~

i'm kinda nervous. i've no idea why. its not like its the first time we ever eat together. duhh..like a trillion times. when i was preparing myself, i felt everything is not right. nervous, butterflies in my stomach, as if this is our first date. But, he did a very wonderful surprise for me. He waited beside my house and as i walk pass him, he gave me a beautiful bouquet of roses. He does know how to surprise me.

*Blushed*

The dinner was damn delicious. I ate everything i could. nyam! oh, before i forgot we bumped into cepot, ilya and zul during dinner. They look pretty damn hugry as there were 5 plates and 4 glasses for 3 persons only.heeeee...

kamu, thanks for everything k? i had a great time. i love the flowers and the edited card so much. And you really got me on konon2 nk pegi beli tiket thingy. Jahat ea??

p/s: hun, those tears were real.

memories

i cant believe i had a fight with king yesterday just because he think megan fox is hot! enuff said cos it is quite embarasssing.

*giggle*

after everything is settle, we sat somewhere just to talk. A really honest talk. Talk about our past life, past boyfriends and gf and almost everything. I do most of the talking as he said my past boyfriends really outnumbered him.Shhh..

initially, it is not really a conversation till he asked me a killer question about someone i wished he would never ever mentioned. I dont bother if he wanted to dig out all of my histories of all my ex bt not this particular person. The person that even hearing his name would make my heart beats faster (sometimes). Arghh..why did he mentioned about him? But since i've promised i would answer everything he asked, so i answered. it was hard you know, since he make the i-would-kill-myself-for-you face, but he has to accept it even if it hurt like hell.

Sometimes i hate myself for not getting over this amazing guy. he gave me joy, but he gave me pain. Things cant be described by words. Everytime i think about him, i'm not sure what i feel. Happy? sad? disappointed? clueless? my fault? yours? These are the things that keep on spinning in my mind. I really wish i could turn back time and fix everything. But, now I think i'm almost over you. Even now and then, you still linger in my heart but there's no place for you (island boy) cause my whole heart is taken by someone who isnt as perfect as you but his flaws make my day brighter than ever.

kamu,
I'm sorry for being too honest with you, but i guess honesty is sweeter than lies rite?
saya syg kamu smpi planet pluto tw..

*senyum*

hugs n kisses..

Asadi thief

i just found out that i lost my favorite blue asadi slipper. i thought i might misplaced it, but its gone!

*sighs*

when i told my rumates about it, she said she had also lost 2 of her asadi slippers too.Gosh! i think there's a asadi maniac walking around our campus. so if u have an asadi shoes or slippers, better hide it before yours too will be the victim of asadi thief!

green is...ok

this is our bioprocess engineering jersey. i know i should've put it in its real color which is real2 bright green. i mean like really bright u could wear it in the middle of the night coz it glow. cool aite? neway, thank you ye pak amer sbb ssh2 je arrange psl jersey nih.

p/s: some of my guy classmates gonna have this soccer beach thingy today. so, gudluck! may our glow-in-the-dark bring u some luck k?


hugs n kisses..

one of seven deadly sins

i just finished watching some movie (totally forgot the tittle) with Blake Lively(the gossip girl hot blondie) in it and it suddenly bumped into my head "Geez, i totally envy her!" her genuine smile that seems like can brighten up the whole universe and not to mention her to-die-for hair. everytime i see her movie, she gave me this 'cheer up' feeling. she always happy. i know thats all just an act, but i felt like for real.

give me your happiness, Blake Lively!

The woman i most envy is Megan Fox! Hot-spicylicious body and those green eyes,arghh..cant be describe how much i envy her with words.Foxy!

btw, i read this month version of cleo, and i found out that i'm not foolishly mad for envying at megan and blake, its normal actually and totally dangerous. if you do nothing about it, it will eat you inside, slowly till the moment you realise it, its already too late.

jealousy is a normal emotion that doesnt discriminate. lucky me, i only envy to those who surely not envy by me, but by millions of women out there. if only i had the power to suck out all of her hotness..hehehe..

here are a few tips on how to be genuinely happy (i dig out from cleo too):

-learn to recognise when you're feeling jealous
-take a deep breath and ask yourself whether being jealous will achieve anything
-stop viewing people as threats or rivals, see them as equals
-show interest in other people success
-remind yourself of your good quality
-set some short-term goals and reward yourself as you achieve each time
-leran from your blunders
-be thankful for what yo have

hugs n kisses..

nasi goreng ayam merah + strawberry float

my tummy is gonna explode. i eat like a p**. Geez..huhu. neway, i'm still craving for chocolate. Yummy! *telan air liur*

sweetest drugs!


buy me this..plssssss...

p/s:thanks ye kmu for cheesy wedges n nuggets. if i'm getting fatter,its all your fault..huhu..yayang kmu ;)

better than nothing

i cant believe bomax (so called 'it' place in kangar) is no longer provide wifi.WTF??? why now?
i really2 need it for li.

*sigh*

so, now i'm at kfc. on9 from there.btw, its better than nothing rite?

hugs n kisses..

L.O.V.E

I just finished watching the muv ‘he’s just not that into you’. Honestly, I don’t really know if its an old or new released movie but it definitely left something in my mind. The title it self sounds catchy right? I’m sure that most of you out has experienced the moment of being rejected. Personally, I’ve been there. It did painful but when you think back about it, you’ll eventually laugh. Believe me, you’ll wonder why on earth did you chase him, getting to know everything about him, stalked him and even imagine him as the prince in shining armor that someday will take you away.

*giggle*

What I’m trying to say is, everyone is trying so hard not to be rejected. Read every book that literally teach you how to read signs and body language. What he/she said if she likes you, what to do or not to do during your first date. I’m not against all this, in fact I read all those things too just to gain knowledge that cant never be learned at school. The more I read the more I realized how man and woman were build in total contradiction. Some says man are from mars and woman are from venus.hmm..

*wonder*

But man and woman had been trying to understand each other since like forever. Trying too hard to figure out how to satisfied the needs and wants of the other gender. Its like a puzzle that can never be solved, but the all the way of solving it is fun. The discoveries of body language and the suitable sentence in order to know the other gender is something amazing. If he sits like this what would that mean, if she doesn’t call you back what would that mean, all those things are so interesting to be observed.

Honestly, I quite know most of the signs due to readings and observing. Me and my girlfriends back at high school loves to experiment different kind of signals to diff guy to see if it works. In the end, in present I fell in love with someone I would never expect even in million years to be my lover. Love is there when you least expect it. My personal advice to those who is single out there, the more you try to chase and find love, the more it will go away from you. Stop and do nothing, love will eventually come to you. Those who have found love, hold onto it. He/she may or may not be the perfect person but accept him/her as the best gift god ever sent to you. Me myself, I don’t know if the one I’m with right now is the one who were made for me, I don’t know what my destiny is because destiny is something beyond human’s control. Accept what u have and love that person more than he/she loves you. Let ALLAH decide what is meant for you.

The ‘he’s just not that into you’ movie is really interesting. I’m not quite sure what you’ll think about it, everyone’s has their own opinion. Watching it I realized that, sometimes if you think that your perfect plan is the best thing for you, you might be wrong. If you think that being physically perfect will make you happy, you are wrong. And if you think you’ll never find the the right man then you’ll be the loneliest person in the world, wrong again. Happy ending is what you learn along the ruff and painful journey. Everything happened for a reason, so be thankful with what u got right now and you’ll definitely find your happy ending.

butterflies

whenever i think about industrial training (InTRA), it gives me BUTTERFLIES in my perot!

nervous!

sunyi

Ever wonder what is the real definition for ‘lonely’??

I guess everyone has their own definition for it

Orang lain selalu cakap

Sunyi

Kalau tinggal sorang2 bila orang lain buat hal masing2 tu la sunyi

Ade jugak yg ckp anak tunggal tu sunyi sbb tade adek beradik lain

Pernah x kite tgk

In the middle of a crowd

There’s a person doing his/her own thing

Some people might say

“mesti dy x ramai kwn, that’s why dy sorg2. kesian dy, mesti dy sunyi”

But how can we be so sure that person is lonely??

Pernah x kite terfikir yg maybe org yg suke bersendiri tu lg bahagie dr org yg sentiase dikelilingi ramai org

Yang sentiase

Ketawa , begurau senda, yang hidupnyer seakan-akan ditakdirkn utk jd senang sgt

Realitinyer

Org yg hidupnyer x pernah sendiri tu lah yg plg sunyi

Tak percaye?

Gunela deria mate untuk melihat dan hati untuk merase

Sunyi

Lonely

Same je maksudnyer

Same je rasenyer

Same je situasinyer

Tapi kn

Lagi kite cube smpikan ape yg kite rase

Xkn smpi

Sbb ade je dpn mate

Tp jauh beribu batu kt hati

Makin lame makin jauh

Makin lame makin pudar

Makan hati

Pujuk lg

Pujuk dan pujuk

Tape

Mungkin yg jauh tu dpt didekatkn

Atau mungkin yg jauh tu akan terus hilang

Bukak mate

Bukak hati

Sedarla byk lg bende dan org yg kite masih ade

Hugs n kisses..

lelaki ini

His name is Zaid
my Super-Cute nephew
Anta miss you so much!

finally..tadaaaaa!

i'm still half awake, hungry and the sweet smell of my coffee makes me evenmore hungry. an apple danish would be great right now.huhu~ ok people, i finally updated my blog. no clues of what i'm gonna write,nada!. let start with what i've been doing dis past months that i totally ignore my blog.

last sememster break, me and my mom (and of course some of her friends) went on holiday to bahrain and turkey. initially, i dont even know where the heck is turkey, and the worse part is i didnt know if bahrain was a country or a state. dumb me! ;) only a few days before the departure, i took the world map and tried to find those two countries. OMG! turkey is one of the countries at mediterranien sea. since form3, i really2 wanted (like dying!) to go to any country at mediterranien sea as they have the best weather compared to other part of the world. not too hot,not too cold and the kind of weather that make u remember and feel all the good times in your life. heaven on earth. hell yeah i was excited! ok2, long story short, i first went to bahrain. the moment i step at the terminal, i was confuse "am i at bahrain or kangar cos this place is freaking hot!" dry, hot and dusty. oh oh, before i forgot bahrain is very near to dubai, so as the plane pass through dubai, i could see the beautiful yet rapid-growing city of dubai. all those palm island,so amazing! again, when i walked around bahrain,looking around i was confuse again. this time either i landed in bahrain or india (maybe bangladesh or nepal???) . i dont know if the Indians have move to bahrain because look like they have take over the whole Bahrain .

i stayed 2 days at bahrain and off to turkey. the cool and refreshing wind touched my skin onced i step out of antarturk international airport. that time was almost the end of spring season, , but lucky me the flower still bloom beautifully and even the tourist guide(i already forgot his name) said if we came a bit earlier the weather would be colder than now. Anyhow,alhamdullilah (better than nothing rite?). It took about 8 days to travel half part of turkey. Most of the time we were on the bus. From Istanbul, we went to Konya, Capadocia, Ankara, Busra and back to Istanbul again. The journey from one city to another took about 8 hours. Damn tiring but it was all worth it. The sceneries were so beautiful it couldn’t be described by words. Seeing is only believing. My personal favourite place was Suphan Otopark in Istanbul. It was located at the top of a hill facing the fascinating bridge connecting the Europe and Asian part of turkey. It is said that during old times, newly wed couple or couples in love would come to that place, sit there watching the breathtaking view while feeling so much in love with each other. In present word we called it the ‘hottest date spot’. Suphan park is the most romantic place I’ve ever been, surrounded by red roses, daisies and tulips I secretly pray that I could go there again, and perhaps with the person I love most. Btw, I’ve watched belly dance and it was so seductive yet so ‘vibrating’. It definitely gave a new meaning to sexy. huhu~

bebel

along : adek,da besarang da blog ko ni..update pat!

cikun : ya allah! 2 bln lepas????

wah..malehnyer den..huhu..i'll update soon..damn sleepy..

*ring2*

there goes my cell and yup dats him ;)

sweet dreams everyone!

buenos noches!

hugs n kisses..

i love H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

i've pack my stuff (dgn tenangnyer,thank god!) br je anta brg kt store n u know what, brg ak sket sem ni, yg smpn kt store 1 beg plastik, beg bj (yg size xxxxxL..hehe), n 2 kotak je..yg bwk blk umh kotak kecik2 n beg bj jek. so suprising for me la, sbb klu sem sblm2 ni, klu x lebeh 10 kotak x sah.nsb bek sem lps angkot bwk blk byk gle so sem ni xla terase sgt.

btw, kami yg 2nd year seboleh2nyer nk minimize brg sbb sem dpn kne clearkn brg2 b4 L.I. So, org yg gile byk brg cm ak ni kne bertindak dr skang.(OMG..skemanyer ayt!)huhu~

i really cant wait to go back tomorrow.miss my family, friends and hometown so much. esp zaid,oh anta really miss you little notty boy.

this weekend, our whole family will be having family picnic. i already smell chicken BBQ, lamb steak *telan air liur* and maybe some steamboat too. i'm sure angah will make the most delicious and juicy-but-fattening cake. she always ruin my so-called-diet.hehe~ seriously, she's very good at making dessert.

alang? erm,unpredictable..tp bile smpi mood dy nk msk,mmg sdp smpi menjilat lutut.anyhow, along cant make it this weekend as she'll be having her final exam next week. sedehnyer.gud luck ye along. love ya!

mak ngan abah?? xsbr nk tgk dorg kejar cucu2 yg nakal.hehe~

next week, i'll be going to turkey for 10 days with my mom and her friends. i'm sure i'm the one who's gonna carry all the stuff.mintak2la dy x beli carpet, klu x pth pinggang ;P act, i cant wait to taste their kebab. i remember watching travel n adventure channel showing turkey's mouth watering kebab. irresistable. but honestly, i'm kinda worried to go abroad as H1N1 is wide spread at this time.hope eveything will be fine,insyaALLAH.

this sem break, i wanna play as much basketball as i can. its been a while since i played. i've planned a few things to do during this 2 months break. wanna learn a few skills. cant tell you what, its a surprise.huhu~

the most important thing is, i wanna spend this holiday with the people i missed. relatives and some friends. oh, i miss them so much. i bet syazni is slimmer,now that she lost about 10 kilos.i'm envy you bib ;P.

and all my friends here in unimap, i'm gonna miss you guys. enjoy your holiday k?

for my yayang, *sighs*
2 months seems like forever.jgn nakal2 yer.you know where to find me if you miss me rite?

happy holiday everyone! ;)

p/s: kite tgk kesan HERBAL LIFE terhadap mereka yg jd bhn experiment selps 2 bln.heeeeeee~

rahsia perempuan

today i want to revealed one of girls' biggest secret. not often talk in public but what the heck rite? kite kn da betamadun skang. act, its not that biggie bt i'd like to talk about pre-menstrual-syndrome (PMS).

mcm yg kite da tw dr mag or maybe dari subjek biology, perempuan (90%) of us akan mengalami sindrom ni or some people may called it 'dtg bulan' (oh,i hate when they called it like that,so much! from now on,PMS please!). sindrom ni yg disbbkn oleh perubahan n ketidakstabilan hormon estrogen n progesteron menyebabkn seseorang perempuan itu mengalami perubahan perasaan yg mendadak (mood swing).

truth to be told, during this mood swing time, kami akan kdg2 rse mrh,sedih, celaru or happy dgn tbe2. fyi,this feeling cant be control. contohnyer, br td gelak2 tbe2 terus angin satu bdn without a reason. selalunyer, time PMS we girls tend to be really2 sensitive. bende bsr zarah pon boleh jd issue. maybe thats why Allah letak kuasa talak kt lelaki, klu x smpi talak 300 pon perempuan boleh jthkn. ak bkn nk bephk kt lelaki, but thats the truth. girls cant think straight during PMS. klu wt decision, more emotion than rasional. but during PMS je k? jgn slh anggap pulak ye.

some guys, bile kami perempuan membebel sket mesti ckp "ish,dtg bulan la tuh". c'mon la,xkn ktorg xwaras 365 hari sethn. sometimes we bable because we care. please dont get us wrong.

sesetengah perempuan boleh kwl emosi mereka time PMS, tp for others dorg rase je bole control pdhl x boleh.so my advice is, if you feel like you cant think straight, being so paranoid like everyone is laughing at you or maybe you feel like killing someone, you better stay in your room and calm yourself (like i'm doing rite now..huhu).dont be shy to admit that you are having PMS.its normal,really.if you dont want other people,esp your close ones to get offended because you may say something bad or hurt their feelings, then let them know:

"i think i'm having a bad mood swing rite now"

hopefully they'll get it.

die punyer swing mmg hebat, kejap rase happy gelak2 xlame lps tuh rase mrh sgt. xpn rse sedih yg teramat sgt walaupun time tu tgh tgk cite Die Hard.kdg2 xde pe2 pn boley nanges xpon klu pensil ilang boleh amuk satu kmpng.but like i say, we cant control it.

wahai lelaki, mengertilah kami perempuan bukan sengaje atau cube untuk x kawal perasaan ni, tp sememangnyer x mampu. jgn risau xlame pon PMS ni, slalunyer smggu jek and depends, de yg dpt b4 menstrual,during or after.

look on the bright side, nilah yg membezakn kite ngan robot, sbb walaupon ktorg sedih,mrh atau murung, tu membuktikn wujudnyer perasaan kt manusia ni berbanding robot atau mesin.

hugs n kisses..

clean and clear

i just got back from sending my car to carwash and tadaaaa! my baby look sparkling.huhu~
da bape lame la plak ak x bsh kete ak tuh smpi kepam la dy.time dy vacuum td, i'm so worried that my 'collected' super-lot (i just invented that word ;p) dust would damage their vacuum cleaner. haha..

oh,have i mentioned about last nite thingy?? me and (guess who are these people k?) cinderella, sleeping beauty, rapunzel and beauty & the beast went out to stuff our stomach till we were fully bloated. tapi tade la mkn smpi pengsan2, dramatic je ayt td tuh. it was really fun. da lme ak x kuar ngan dorg. since i'm with king, i spend more of my time with him instead of my friends. semlm dy x ikt, so kitorg jadi gile la jap. it was so much fun..(dont get me wrong,i still love u yer yang)..heeeee..

semlm paper process control. bkk 1st page, along da nk wt dy nyer 'so-called dramatic "alhamdulillah" act'.hehe..bt then, when i went through the next pages *sighs*. teserlah ketidak-readyan ak. paper2 seblm ni,3 jam tu cm xcukop je. rse cm nk je g kt dpn stopkn jam tu jap. bt with this paper, i cn linger, pndg sne pndng cnie. bt i answered all of the question.the funny part is, sepjg 3 jam tuh lagu tema dlm pale hotak ak lg nobody. seriously!. original version and royal pirates version.sket2 je "i want nobody, nobody but you" xsmpi 10 saat pastu "i want nobody, nobody but you".even i dont understand the korean part, bt yesterday it was like a song keep on playing in my head. klu agknyer ak de matt parkman nyer ability,mesti mcm2 lagu ak ley dgr dlm pale dorg yg nga wt exam tu kn? erm..lemme guest, cikun mesti ngan lg hindustan dy, alang confirm lg love story tuh, along msti lg hujan, ami?? undefine..tp klu ak ley nmpk ak tw gmbr spe in her mind..opppssss! hehehe..

before i forgot,i've just finished watching heroes volume 4. cant wait for the next volume since tracy strauss is the next villain. she'll be this evil water-turn-to-human that kill people by drowning them. interesting rite? and nathan, i mean sylar-turn-to-nathan, i guest sylar will get his memory back and turn into his old body. he didnt really dead rite? to me, sylar is such a smartass maniac. he knows what he want.erm, and i wonder what happen to micah aka rebel? bet he's gonna be the true hero. dlm cite pe2 pn,hero kn kne klh dl.huhu..

hugs n kisses..

down

ak tataw npe ak rse down sgt skang nih
klu ade tmpt yg lg rndh dr tanah
rendah lg smgt ak skang nih
ish
ni lah yg plg ak rso bile time nk exam
sblm ni mood stdy thp max
tbe2
after wt had happened
mood trs jd zero
then i sleep
igtkn ble bgn fresh sket
rpenyer lg mengong adela
tulah
org tue2 da psn jgn tdo lps asar
kang jd gile
bt i really2 need that sleep
its my only escape from reality

bgn2 je tgk melambak msg
lg serabot pale
bce sket
mls nk bce
mcm fake je ayt dy
lps shower
ak tbe2 rse semcm
mcm hopeless
down sgt
undefine nyer feeling
yg ak tw ak rse lemah sgt
lemau sgt
pale brt
kaki mcm xbetulang
mulut cm kne seal

ak trs kol along
since she's my guardian angel
klu ak kol mak t dy rso lak
rse lege sket dgr sore dy

"adek ok x ni?"

ni soklan maut.rse nk bederai je airmata dgr dy tny cmtu.nsb bek dpt thn. i lied.

"adek ok.tp rso nk exam sok.paper ssh.pale da cramp." act, i dont even know my feelings rite now.

"adek rht la.mkn ea.klu da taley msk jgn pakse tw" tngnyer ak dgr dy ckp cmtu.

bt again, dy tny soklan yg ak hrp sgt dy x tny

"adek gaduh ngan king ke?"

ak jwb "xdela" my biggest lie!

time mkn ak rse kelat je food tuh
ak tgk org len beselera mkn
klu ak x abes kang cm spoil mood dorg
tape
telan gak
da lame xmkn rmi2 cmtu
tp ak rse cm tade kt c2 je
melayang2 je otak nih
ak plan nk mkn byk mlm ni
let the food take my pain away
mcm2 ak bli
tp mke ak x pndi sorok
smpi abg bege tu pn takot ngan ak
bencila cmtu
bknnyer ak mrh kt dy pn
ak tataw pe ak rse

esok paper biochem
ak xready
tp da 80% stdy
honestly
mlm ni ak da lupe byk kot
teigt acik ckp
"jgn biar emosi control kite,kite control emosi"
tp klu hati kne carik-carik cmne cikun?

stress can fatten you up

here are some tips on how to reduce stress:

1. Eliminate caffeine.
2. Participate in regular physical activity.
3. Increase you rest and relaxation.
4. Get a hobby!
5. Reduce alcohol consumption.
6. Eat more fresh fruits and vegetables.
7. Avoid sugar and processed foods.
8. Vary your routine.
9. Try looking on the brighter side.
10. Laugh!
11. Don’t take on too much - learn to just say no!
12. Do one thing at a time, and do it well.
13. Take care of problems and tasks immediately.
14. Talk out your problems with family and friends.
15. Simplify.

br abes stdy biochem..pening gak la pale.lari2 mate ak bce ayat byk2 tuh. huhu~
neway, since now is the exam season, hope that tips can help us out, and seriously stress can really fatten you up..

hugs n kisses..

i'm so hungry

lapanyer
nk mkn
erm..mkn pe ea?
huhu~

neway
final is just around the corner
mggu dpn je
naseb baek mood study di tahap maksimum and sawan di thp terkawal
hrp2 mantain smpi abes final

to my house-buddies
along
stdy gile2 skang pastu enjoy kt hari bintang jatuh k? ;) enjoy!
bobob
klu rse pale nk letop,,,,KARAOKE!!!!
hehe~
ana
msk la lagi
ak slalu termiss klu ko msk
huk3..

kwn2 bioproses
stdy hard k?
kite berjuang same2 tw
since rmi da de bad expression abt us, then prove to them that we r not what they think we are

kamu c chenta & cikgu
trime kaseh sbb ajr byk bende kt sy student kmu yg mls and slow nih
huhu~


teringat pe yg abah ske pesan dl
"the person who laugh last, laugh best!"

girlfriends

girlfriends supposed to be:

• someone to lean on
• a shoulder to cry on
• shopping-mate
• gossip-mate
• place where you can find the most sincere opinion about everything
• the place where you can laugh as much as you want no matter how bad it sound
• share everything together, what's mine is yours
• going through happy and hard time together
• give hug if one of us in sadness
• dye each other's hair
• tell each other if there's anything wrong in the relationship
• never ditch a friend without any reason

maybe there's a few things i forgot to list out. feel free to add anything else. i know i'm not a perfect girlfriend but i did try, but maybe you just cant accept my bad side. cant blame and force you.

p/s: "if you care so much about what other people might think and say, then you are living for them, not for you" thank you bib for telling me this.luv u!

hugs n kisses..

pics tell everything

when u feel your head is cracking as u r doing 2 lab reports at the same time, this is what happen: nk tgk gmbr jek! huhu~ and yes, i wanna share it with you..

• Engineering Invention & Innovation Exhibition
  

this is our product : Aqua Water Filtering System

Bioprocess student with our vice cancelor

from the left:zakuwan,randy,kurt and najib
not so eligible bachelors. sorry ladies, these guys are taken.

*lol*
love this pic

from left:
ami (dy apply nk jd model kuku bt end up jari model jari je)
me (nk bli beg br tp tade duit,tyg beg lme pon jadila)
kurt (pakar perunding minyak rambo..bekesan ke??)
cikun (erm..cite2 nk jd model of the year,jd model sijil pn ok la kot)
hehe~

• indonesia-malaysia-thailand growth triangle (IMT-GT)

this is my evil twin.taken by king, my sweet-adorable bf..

with a girl from uniMED. adore her
cos she's so sweet.

*smile*

hehe~

hidup che 'ad!!
hidup abg tennis!..(randy's smile tomey! *lol*)

must watch

yesterday, me n king went to the movie to watch fast and furious 4. i was so excited. i got up at 10 get ready and went straight to jitra mall (fyi, jitra is the only place or closest to kangar where i can watch the movie properly, i know you might be wondering where the heck is jitra right? its like an hour from kangar) damn i miss serdang. 5 min from home, and tadaaa..a bigger movie theather.but on the bright side, if the mall or cinema or anything that can make me not to study near enough to me,then surely i wont be studying.huhu~

erm..enough about better-than-nothing mall issue, i just want to say that this movie 'fast and furious 4' is da best..two thumbs up! best gile siot! my heart was beating at its highest speed. not to mention the adrenaline. gosh! i cant put it in words. the first scene when they wanted to steal the gas truck was amazing! the explosion and sounds were so real. for those who havent watch it, i hate to say this coz i know you might killed me and say"damn! why is she telling me this????!". i know, i hate it too when people did that to me but do you remember letty (michelle rodriguez)? dom's girl? the hot sexy lady who fixed and race cars in fast n furious 1? well, she got killed by someone named fenix. i hate that part! i love letty..why must the hot girl need to die?? arghh...

neway, what i'm trying to say is..YOU MUST WATCH FAST AND FURIOUS 4 ! WAJIB!

paul walker aka brian o'conner is so damn hot.love him!

i just cant accept the fact that she had to die in this film. love you letty.

tengok cite ni tw..(esp ilya..hehe~)

lalalalala...

morning everyone
i just woke up and realized how beautiful this morning is

*big smile*

after 2 days of 8am-7pm classes
today i can finally sleep as long as i want
dream as much as i enjoy
what a life..yippeee!

gotta take my shower
i need to do my laundry and get ready for class photography

remember,
enjoy today coz u may not have tomorrow ;)

hugs n kisses..

i miss..

erm..yesterday, when i got back from my dance training, i've been thinking about the things that i miss so much. so, here it goes:

1. i miss basketball!

gosh,its been like forever i didnt play basketball. yeah, it used to be my addictive drugs.i did play everyday, after school with my team.at first, i was really sucks (no one didnt at first rite?),i still remember how the boys laugh at us when we first play the ball. boys will always be boys.not to worry, they will laugh at you but then they'll teach you the right way to play it (after you give them a nice smile or a sexy pose..huhu..kidding).in the end, me and my friends decided to buils up the girls team and i was the president for three years.really miss the trainning, the laugh,endurance and all the sweats.MISS IT! but since this sem, i havent played any.why???? after 2nd sem, i dont bring my fav black ball back to kangar, because i'm kinda disappointed with the fact that i cant find any girl or boy who are deeply interested with basketball. basketball best la weyh! i know, there's a few unimap's boy who do play like amir and that nice chinese boy who i've forgotten his name (but i know he's dating ami's housemate) , but why cant i find any girl who has the same addiction like me.girls, fyi basketball is no longer the dude's stuff ok? its fun and can build up your metabolisme. plus, cute guys are always there when u play even if they dont play with u but what the heck rite? hehe~ btw, i need some miracle so that tomorrow when i woke up..tadaaaa! there's a nice basketball court equipped with comfortable red floor and a painted board at wang ulu..please..huk2..dream on! ;) never mind, this coming sem break, i'll make sure i'll find all my former basketball team to play again. cant wait!

2. i miss my homiez

syazni aka, fara, sara, durga, aisyah and not to forget my super-crazy buddies, faidhi. i miss u all so damn much.

*sigh*

i'm sorry i missed the last re-u but i'm hoping to see you all. we can lepak at our fav spot(mestila maulana) catching up and i know u guys surely have dozens of juicy gossips rite?? huhu~

3. i miss my lovely family

i miss abah's peyot, mak's warm hug when i sleep with her, my really nice along, my evil sis angah, my 'mami jarum' alang..anta rindu sgt ngan aina, zaid, aleiya and hazim...my cuties..

i really miss when we all eat together, then abah's gonna finish first then he'll cut the fruits and all of us will just sit there eat n eat n eat and after that without washing our hands off, me and my sisters will gossiping.all kind of stories. after few minutes mak will come to the dining room "wtpe nih,kemas la meja ni"..she konon2 je nk mrh padahal nk join gossip skali..huhu~

then, i'll play will with all my cuties. and the worst part is, i'm no longer the little princess when they are around. before this, no one can argue with me about tv remote, but everytime they are around i cant tolerate but have to watch astro ceria and playhouse disney..anyhow,i love hageemaru so much! hehe~

~i miss everything~


btw, gotta go i project meeting..hugs n kisses..

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LELAKI
Lelaki bujang kena tanggung dosa sendiri apabila sudah baligh manakala dosa
gadis bujang ditanggung oleh bapanya.
Lelaki berkahwin kena tanggung dosa sendiri, dosa isteri, dosa anak
perempuan yang belum berkahwin dan dosa anak lelaki yang belum baligh.

BERATKAN?
Hukum menjelaskan anak lelaki kena bertanggung jawab ke atas ibunya dan
sekiranya dia tidak menjalankan tanggung jawabnya maka dosa baginya
terutama anak lelaki yang tua, manakala perempuan tidak, perempuan hanya
perlu taat kepada suaminya. Isteri berbuat baik pahala dapat kepadanya kalau
buat tak baik dosanya ditanggung oleh suaminya. BERATKAN??

Suami kena bagi nafkah pada isteri, ini wajib tapi isteri tidak. Walaupun
begitu isteri boleh membantu. Haram bagi suami bertanya pendapatan isteri lebih-lebih lagi menggunakan pendapatan isteri tanpa izin ini.

Banyak lagi lelaki lebih-lebih lagi yang bergelar suami perlu tanggung.
Kalau nak dibayangkan beratnya dosa-dosa yang ditanggungnya seperti gunung
dengan semut. Itu sebabnya mengikut kajian nyawa orang perempuan lebih
panjang daripada lelaki. Lelaki mati cepat kerana tak larat dengan beratnya dosa-dosa yang ditanggung (ikut kajian laa..)

Tetapi orang lelaki ada keistimewaannya yang dianugerah oleh Allah SWT.
Ini orang lelaki kena tahu, kalau tak tahu kena jadi perempuan. Begitulah
kira-kiranya.

WANITA :
Auratnya lebih susah dijaga berbanding lelaki. Perlu meminta izin dari
suaminya apabila mahu keluar rumah tetapi tidak sebaliknya.
Saksinya kurang berbanding lelaki. Menerima pusaka kurang dari lelaki.

Perlu menghadapi kesusahan mengandung dan melahirkan anak.

Wajib taat kepada suaminya tetapi suami tak perlu taat pada isterinya.
Talak terletak di tangan suami dan bukan isteri.
Wanita kurang dalam beribadat kerana masalah haid dan nifas yang tak ada
pada lelaki.

Pernahkah kita lihat sebaliknya??
Benda yang mahal harganya akan dijaga dan dibelai serta disimpan ditempat
yang tersorok dan selamat. Sudah pasti intan permata tidak akan dibiar
bersepah-sepah bukan? Itulah bandingannya dengan seorang wanita.

Wanita perlu taat kepada suami tetapi lelaki wajib taat kepada ibunya 3 kali
lebih utama dari bapanya . Bukankah ibu adalah seorang wanita ?

Wanita menerima pusaka kurang dari lelaki tetapi harta itu menjadi milik
peribadinya dan tidak perlu diserahkan kepada suaminya , manakala lelaki
menerima pusaka perlu menggunakan hartanya untuk menyara isteri dan
anak-anak.

Wanita perlu bersusah payah mengandung dan melahirkan anak, tetapi setiap
saat dia didoakan oleh segala haiwan, malaikat dan seluruh makhluk ALLAH di
mukabumi ini, dan matinya jika kerana melahirkan adalah syahid kecil. Manakala dosanya diampun ALLAH (dosa kecil).

Di akhirat kelak, seorang lelaki akan dipertanggungjawabk an terhadap 4 wanita :
1. ibunya ,
2. isterinya ,
3...anak perempuannya , dan
4. saudara perempuannya.

Manakala seorang wanita pula, tanggungjawab terhadapnya ditanggung oleh 4
org lelaki ini :
1. suaminya,
2. ayahnya,
3. anak lelakinya dan
4. saudara lelakinya .

Seorang wanita boleh memasuki pintu Syurga melalui mana-mana pintu Syurga
yg disukainya cukup dengan 4 syarat sahaja :
1. sembahyang 5 waktu
2. puasa di bulan Ramadhan
3. taat suaminya dan
4. menjaga kehormatannya .

Seorang lelaki perlu pergi berjihad fisabilillah tetapi wanita jika taat
akan suaminya serta menunaikan tanggungjawabnya kepada ALLAH akan turut
menerima pahala seperti pahala orang pergi berperang fisabilillah tanpa
perlu mengangkat senjata.
MasyaALLAH.. ...sayangnya ALLAH pada wanita ....

Seorang wanita adalah pelengkap dan sememangnya istimewa di sisi seorang
lelaki , tetapi ingatlah wahai lelaki...kamu sebenarnya adalah istimewa
disisi Allah, maka dengan sebab itu DIA mengangkat kamu menjadi
pemimpin...maka dengan keistimewaan itu, JAGALAH dan HARGAILAH wanita
sebaik-baiknya. ...supaya kelak masing2 lelaki dan wanita dapat pulang
mengadap Allah dalam keadaan istimewa disisiNYA..

i seal my lips

erm
i'm not really sure whats going on around me right now
everyone seem so intense, stress and mad over something
but what?
and why?
i dont have the intention to be a gossip girl
want to know everything about everyone
but i deeply hope that whatever matters that happening right now will be solved soon

*amin*

~better seal my lips~

btw,
i got a 'love letter' last weekend
at first it make me depress, sad and down
feel like my head is gonna blow
but eventually
this thing is getting better
thank you
for reminding me about my responsibility
sedar diri la sket
tadela hanyut sgt
huhu~

bib aka one of my best homiez
dy da membebel ngan pjg lebarnyer
pns gak telinge ak time tuh
smpi everyone at the pizza hut look at me like "what da heck happen to this girl??" ;)
i walk here and there
talking on the phone as if i have this huge-millions worth- project
as if la..
next time bib
bebel la lg k?
i really miss u and durga's bebel
and i miss the crazy-stupid laugh with fara n sara
miss the old times

erm.. *thinking*

maybe i should try the laugh therapy taught by dato' NC
it sound and look stupid though
but i think it may work
so..
1..2...3..
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha..

*big smile*

hugs n kisses...

sendirian berhad

arini br ak sedar
no matter how many friends you have
in the end
u will be alone
yes
alone
chenta?
akn tgglkn kite
kaseh?
akn tgglkn kite
di akhir ceritenyer
kite sendiri yg kne struggle
the phrase 'i'll be there when u need me' is a total BS

*sigh*

biggest diappoinment

i got my reaction engineering midterm test paper today
i got really2 bad result
i mean like i'd-kill-myself-result
fucking bad
but the worse part was
i've been the center of humiliation
i am surrounded by a crowd when i am humiliated
the words were painful enough it could penetrate through my heart
i've never been that humiliated
what came out from her mouth were all true but it sound to me like 'you are stupid'
yup
maybe i'm just being paranoid
thank you for reminding me where i should belong
and him
yes, he is a genius kid
gifted
dont need much effort
everything is at his fingertip
but when my heart was broken into pieces
he was too excited about his marks he didnt realised that i'm bleeding out of humiliation
too much that i couldnt feel my feet touching the floor
cant blame him
he is just being him
and it was too late when he ask
too late
too painful
and again
cant blame him, he's just being him

thank you

fuhh..
its finally over
thank you for reminding me
i almost forgot what had happened to me before
you are right
thank you


hugs n kisses..

peace

i know i've done a huge mistake
i'd like to put a stop to it
i learned from the previous experiences
better be frank than holding it back
they say' if u got bitten by the snake, u have to suck out all the poison to make it better'
that's what i'd do
even it might as well kill me
but i rather take the risk
i'm not hoping that everything will be like before
but i hope it will be better than now

topeng

aku rase amat bodoh skang
aku xtw ak mmg bodoh atau aku diperbodohkn
bile aku pk2
kwn jenis ape yg patut kite simpan atau kwn jenis ape yg ptt dibuang jauh
kite hanya akan berdamping dgn org yg ckp pe yg nk didengar dek telinge shje
pe yg bingit yg keluar dari mulut org itu yg dianggap lancang akan ditolak jauh
nape diberi topeng kepade org itu
mengape??
supaye die bole bermuke2
pakai saje topeng yg manis2
dikala sng gembire
topeng yg menagih simpati dikala kesusahan
dan yg paling penting
topeng yg bongkak, sombong dan xperlu ade mate di topeng itu kerna ape je yg perlu dilihat olehnyer
bukan die suda punyer semue
die mmg punyer topeng yg hebat
kerna aku sering tertipu dgn topeng2nyer
sering pule meminjam bahunye untuk menitiskn air mate
ironinye,die juge sering menanges di bahuku
jijik!