deadly envy

some people were just born with whole bunch of luck
dont have to do much
sit back and relax,luck will role down to their feet
happiness never left their side
everything they touch will turn to gold
never have to suffer never have to struggle
because the world is revolved around them

but for some people
more like me
where my every path will have obstacle
where happiness will only come after misery
the only look taste like pathetic and empathy


but i still believe in you, GOD
i know you have something better for me at the end of the road
i know my sun will shine but not now

these are just the punishments for all my sins