Girlfight

hey you, yes you!

straight to my points, i dont you i only heard stories about you, one sided story so better keep your mouth shut, and save your lame pathetic story to others k? cause you know which side i am right now.


p/s: awak stalk saya, saya stalk awak..best kan?

coward!

i hate myself for being such a coward bitch!

i have been waiting for him to trigger the topic, and he did but then again, it hit my weakest point

damn!

i should have said what i have been practiced

grow up stood up saying what i should have said

but again

i am nothing but a coward!

curse

okayh, i know this might sound ridiculous, merepek and so fiction movie, but i think i have something that i dont understand. you see, this thing have been with me so a long time. macam ni, semua orang akan marah kan? for sure la kan, orang gile je gelak2 all the time. aku pon akan ade time yang marah, tapi penah x kita perasan tahap2 marah? sentap, marah sikit, marah sangat, mengamuk, tapi yang paling bahaya bila kita terlalu marah kita akan secara x sengaja menyumpah orang yang kita marah tu dalam hati. pernah jadi x benda ni kt korang? bila marah yang memang tahap dewa, marah yang x terlepas?

it happen to me, a few times actually, the kind of anger that you cannot control as if there is something evil inside of you. what i am trying to say is, this type of anger, the one that i cant control; is what i feared most. because everytime i am in that stage, i will curse by thinking about bad things towards that bastard! and, everytime i did that, something happen might actually did to that poor bastard. sounds funny right?

say whatever you want, or think how crazy i am, but i really need to control myself, because today, something really bad happen to the person i hate most in this office. he had an accident. aku taw dalam islam semua ni kebetulan, tapi maybe mulut ak terlebih masin or masa ak menyumpah2 malaikat aminkan doa aku. yesterday, i wanted him dead, but thankfully he just had a minor injury. please jaga mulut ye (remind diri sendiri)..

bored to death!

i am blogging from my office
8-1 pm with absolutely nothing to do, though i have been asking everyone please give me anything to do, ANYTHING!

BOSANNNN!

IMY

This is what i hate about semester break. Not really semester break, i have finished my study kot, perasan muda lagi la ni..aish! Neway, back to the topic what i hate most about semester break is missing him, yes you si comot! i hate that im so use to the routine, seeing you more than 12 hours a day, 7 days a week..but now..sigh..

i miss you syg!

ai saya you awak

just so you know, my vocabulary or my brain is at its most active mode in the morning. i could curse or adore anyone at this moment.teehee..

if you noticed, nowadays people tend to use i/u in their daily language. of course there is nothing wrong with that, but in my opinion, i repeat 'in my opinion', that is so not cool. i mean if you are using it in the proper complete language, like i/u in formal english not in some broken Bm pasar. i went to some presentation skill seminar last month, and i totally agree to what he said. Bahasa melayu is such a wonderful language if it is use in the correct way and so is english. but just imagine if you talk in broken Bahasa, to make it worst you use i/u in it, isnt it a total disaster? you could probably get arrested by the 'language-police' by now..hehehe..

my BFF, durga, she speaks fluent english. the kind of english that will you make your jaw drops, plus the perfect accent (i'm so jealous with her ;p). even she speaks the right Bahasa. she has like this button where you can switch, either english or bahasa, and tadaaaa! you'll have the most complete sentence in any of those languages. what i'm trying to say is, (again) it is so not cool to use i/u with bahasa. the kind of thing that will make you seem like a joke. nevertheless, there's nothing wrong with trying to speak in english, even me myself i have tonnes of grammar mistakes to be corrected both in bahasa and english. if you use complete english in one sentence, damn you look cool! even your grammar is everywhere, but duhhh self-confidence people! somethings are never meant to be mixed up.

my hometown girlfriends, they are into this sort of trend right now. sometime it annoys me, but most of the time i dont really mind as they use it in a complete sentence. hmmm.. it seems like i need to start practicing my mix-up language by now without laughing my ass off. i akan berusaha sedaya upaya i untuk belajar bahasa baru ni iaitu eng-malay, you jgn gelakkn i tw (",)

p/s: terima kasih sebab you sudi baca entri i ni, i terharu..LOL

pelok & cium!

cintaloveamor

baru perasan, entri2 sebelum ni penuh emosi,marah sana marah sini..blame the hormon k people..;p sekarang mood sangat baik,orang lain pulun nak exam tapi dak2 unimap, ley jamin punyer la, kat umah ke tengah berenang dalam banjir ke or even tengah tabahkan hati jadi survivor ke, hanya 20% je yang study dan daripada 20% tu 5% je yang studynyer lekat di kepala sampai final. siapa yang x setuju tu memang pembongak (penipu dalam bahasa n9) ;)




inilah mood saya sekarang,bunga-bunga. walaupun study baru secipot, walaupun terpaksa berebut2 naik lori pasir, walaupun terpaksa berasak-asak nak naik bus, tapi saya taw saya rasa bahagia ada abah, mak, akak2 kesayangan, anak2 buah yg cumil even dante n longtail si pengubat hati. dorangla yang buat saya rasa selamat.boleh tido ngan mak..heeee~




si jantung hati yang sangat baik, saya sayang kamu (alamak, jiwang la pulak..;p). dia pun selamat jugak.cumil kitaorang naik lori sama2..huhuhu...saya rindu dia, dah 120 jam x jumpa dia. sedih. ye, memang kami ngada-ngada nak jumpa selalu (",)



p/s: i love the quote above!

hugs n kissess...