bored to death!

i am blogging from my office
8-1 pm with absolutely nothing to do, though i have been asking everyone please give me anything to do, ANYTHING!

BOSANNNN!

IMY

This is what i hate about semester break. Not really semester break, i have finished my study kot, perasan muda lagi la ni..aish! Neway, back to the topic what i hate most about semester break is missing him, yes you si comot! i hate that im so use to the routine, seeing you more than 12 hours a day, 7 days a week..but now..sigh..

i miss you syg!

ai saya you awak

just so you know, my vocabulary or my brain is at its most active mode in the morning. i could curse or adore anyone at this moment.teehee..

if you noticed, nowadays people tend to use i/u in their daily language. of course there is nothing wrong with that, but in my opinion, i repeat 'in my opinion', that is so not cool. i mean if you are using it in the proper complete language, like i/u in formal english not in some broken Bm pasar. i went to some presentation skill seminar last month, and i totally agree to what he said. Bahasa melayu is such a wonderful language if it is use in the correct way and so is english. but just imagine if you talk in broken Bahasa, to make it worst you use i/u in it, isnt it a total disaster? you could probably get arrested by the 'language-police' by now..hehehe..

my BFF, durga, she speaks fluent english. the kind of english that will you make your jaw drops, plus the perfect accent (i'm so jealous with her ;p). even she speaks the right Bahasa. she has like this button where you can switch, either english or bahasa, and tadaaaa! you'll have the most complete sentence in any of those languages. what i'm trying to say is, (again) it is so not cool to use i/u with bahasa. the kind of thing that will make you seem like a joke. nevertheless, there's nothing wrong with trying to speak in english, even me myself i have tonnes of grammar mistakes to be corrected both in bahasa and english. if you use complete english in one sentence, damn you look cool! even your grammar is everywhere, but duhhh self-confidence people! somethings are never meant to be mixed up.

my hometown girlfriends, they are into this sort of trend right now. sometime it annoys me, but most of the time i dont really mind as they use it in a complete sentence. hmmm.. it seems like i need to start practicing my mix-up language by now without laughing my ass off. i akan berusaha sedaya upaya i untuk belajar bahasa baru ni iaitu eng-malay, you jgn gelakkn i tw (",)

p/s: terima kasih sebab you sudi baca entri i ni, i terharu..LOL

pelok & cium!

cintaloveamor

baru perasan, entri2 sebelum ni penuh emosi,marah sana marah sini..blame the hormon k people..;p sekarang mood sangat baik,orang lain pulun nak exam tapi dak2 unimap, ley jamin punyer la, kat umah ke tengah berenang dalam banjir ke or even tengah tabahkan hati jadi survivor ke, hanya 20% je yang study dan daripada 20% tu 5% je yang studynyer lekat di kepala sampai final. siapa yang x setuju tu memang pembongak (penipu dalam bahasa n9) ;)




inilah mood saya sekarang,bunga-bunga. walaupun study baru secipot, walaupun terpaksa berebut2 naik lori pasir, walaupun terpaksa berasak-asak nak naik bus, tapi saya taw saya rasa bahagia ada abah, mak, akak2 kesayangan, anak2 buah yg cumil even dante n longtail si pengubat hati. dorangla yang buat saya rasa selamat.boleh tido ngan mak..heeee~




si jantung hati yang sangat baik, saya sayang kamu (alamak, jiwang la pulak..;p). dia pun selamat jugak.cumil kitaorang naik lori sama2..huhuhu...saya rindu dia, dah 120 jam x jumpa dia. sedih. ye, memang kami ngada-ngada nak jumpa selalu (",)



p/s: i love the quote above!

hugs n kissess...

love expired date

well, everything must have an expiring date right? from the thing that we eat till the thing that felt deep in our heart. the obvious difference is the food is about to expired we can see it clearly, if the fungus thingy have appeared then just toss it out. but how about love? what about it right? love never have a bar code that stated when it should be toss out, but it still have an expired date. like i said before, everything does.

so, how do we know if our so-called true love is about to expired? how to know if the magic love sparks are not that magical anymore. they say, when you are in love, reality is way better than dreams, but i'm starting to feel that dreams are more comforting than reality. reality sucks!

maybe this is what happen when some people expect more and the other expect less. communication is just a waste of time or sometimes silence speaks louder that the words itself. no more goosebumps when it touches, no more sparkle in the eyes. close but yet so far away. beware when you feel sick and tired listening to love song. when love stories suddenly feel so unreal. damn! i hate that feeling.

it hurts so much when you are not the one that make him happy. when he needs to turn to his so-called buddies and his beloved games. you might feel rejected, useless and yes sometimes like a ugly-ass-useless-bitch. rubberband theory?? Fuck it! wanna hear my theory? all men have double personality, like a twin. one day, he's good and charming and you may feel like the world revolved around you, but other days, his evil twin, will make you sleep with tears in your eyes. and the next day, you need to wear eyeliner just to cover your ugly eyes.damn!

deadly envy

some people were just born with whole bunch of luck
dont have to do much
sit back and relax,luck will role down to their feet
happiness never left their side
everything they touch will turn to gold
never have to suffer never have to struggle
because the world is revolved around them

but for some people
more like me
where my every path will have obstacle
where happiness will only come after misery
the only look taste like pathetic and empathy


but i still believe in you, GOD
i know you have something better for me at the end of the road
i know my sun will shine but not now

these are just the punishments for all my sins

blur

six words:

I DONT WANT TO GO BACK!